අත්දැකීම් විස්තරය
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
පසුබිම් තොරතුරු
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
NDE අංග
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ජීවිතයට තර්ජනයක් වන සිදුවීමක් තිබුණාද?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ අන්තර්ගතය ඔබ සලකන්නේ කෙසේද?
Wonderful
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Out of body experience
ඔබට ඔබේ ශරීරයෙන් වෙන් වූ බවක් දැනුනේද?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටම සහ අවදියෙන් සිටීම ඔබේ සාමාන්ය එදිනෙදා සවිඥානක මට්ටමට සහ අවදියෙන් සිටීමට සාපේක්ෂව කෙසේද?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබ ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටමේ සහ අවදියෙන් සිටියේ කුමන වේලාවකද?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
ඔබේ සිතුවිලි වේගවත් වූවාද?
Incredibly fast
කාලය වේගවත් වූ හෝ මන්දගාමී වූ බවක් ඔබට දැනුනේද?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
ඔබේ සංවේදනයන් සාමාන්ය ප්රමාණයට වඩා පැහැදිලි වූවාද?
Incredibly more vivid
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ පෙනීම, අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබට තිබූ එදිනෙදා පෙනීම හා සසඳන්න
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ ඇසීම, අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබට තිබූ එදිනෙදා ඇසීම හා සසඳන්න
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
වෙනත් තැනක සිදුවන දේවල් ගැන ඔබ දැනුවත්ව සිටින බවක් පෙනෙන්නට තිබේද?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
ඔබ උමගක් තුළට හෝ හරහා ගියාද?
No
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී ඔබ කිසියම් සත්වයින් දුටුවාද?
I actually saw them
ඔබ මියගිය (හෝ ජීවත්ව සිටින) කිසිදු පුද්ගලයෙකු හමුවූවාද නැතහොත් ඒ පිළිබඳව දැනුවත් වූවාද?
No
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Darkness
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Light
ඔබ දීප්තිමත් ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද, නැතහොත් වට වී සිටින බවක් දැනුනාද?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
ඔබ අද්භූත ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද?
Yes
ඔබ වෙනත් අද්භූත ලෝකයකට ඇතුළු වූවාද?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබට වෙනත් හැඟීම් මොනවාද දැනුනේ?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
ඔබට සාමයක් හෝ සතුටක් දැනුනේද?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
ඔබට සතුටක් දැනුනාද?
Happiness
ඔබට විශ්වය සමඟ එකඟතාවයක් හෝ එකමුතුවක් දැනුනේද?
I felt united or one with the world
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Special Knowledge
ඔබට හදිසියේම සියල්ල තේරුම් ගත්තාක් මෙන් පෙනුනේද?
Everything about the universe
ඔබේ අතීතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට නැවත සිහිපත් වුනාද?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
අනාගතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට පැමිණ තිබේද?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
ඔබ ආපසු හැරවිය නොහැකි සීමාවකට හෝ ස්ථානයකට පැමිණ තිබේද?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
දෙවියන්, අධ්යාත්මික සහ ආගම
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Liberal None
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබගේ ආගමික පිළිවෙත් වෙනස් වී තිබේද?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
දැන් ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Liberal None/Open minded
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම නිසා ඔබගේ වටිනාකම් සහ විශ්වාසයන්හි වෙනසක් සිදුවී තිබේද?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
ඔබට අද්භූත පුද්ගලයෙකු හෝ පැවැත්මක් හමු වූවාද, නැතහොත් හඳුනාගත නොහැකි හඬක් ඇසුනාද?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
ඔබ මියගිය හෝ ආගමික ආත්මයන් දුටුවාද?
I actually saw them
ආගම හැර අපගේ ලෞකික ජීවිත ගැන
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ ඔබේ අරමුණ පිළිබඳ විශේෂ දැනුමක් හෝ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ ප්රතිඵලයක් ලෙස ඔබේ සම්බන්ධතා විශේෂයෙන් වෙනස් වී තිබේද?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
NDE යෙන් පසු
අත්දැකීම වචන වලින් ප්රකාශ කිරීමට අපහසු වූවාද?
No
ඔබට පෙර අත්දැකීම්වල නොතිබූ මානසික, සාමාන්ය නොවන හෝ වෙනත් විශේෂිත හැකියාවන් ඔබගේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු තිබේද?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ විශේෂයෙන් අර්ථවත් හෝ වැදගත් වන කොටස් එකක් හෝ කිහිපයක් තිබේද? කරුණාකර පැහැදිලි කරන්න.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
ඔබ කවදා හෝ මෙම අත්දැකීම අන් අය සමඟ බෙදාගෙන තිබේද?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර මරණය අසන්නට දැනීම (NDE) පිළිබඳව ඔබට යම් දැනුමක් තිබුණාද?
No
එය සිදුවී ටික කලකට පසු (දින කිහිපයක සිට සති කිහිපයක් දක්වා) ඔබ ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ යථාර්ථය ගැන විශ්වාස කළේ මොනවාද?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ යථාර්ථය ගැන ඔබ දැන් විශ්වාස කරන්නේ කුමක්ද?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
ඔබේ ජීවිතයේ ඕනෑම වේලාවක, කිසියම් දෙයක් අත්දැකීමේ කිසිදු කොටසක් ප්රතිනිෂ්පාදනය කර තිබේද?
No