අත්දැකීම් විස්තරය
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This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
පසුබිම් තොරතුරු
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
NDE අංග
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ජීවිතයට තර්ජනයක් වන සිදුවීමක් තිබුණාද?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ අන්තර්ගතය ඔබ සලකන්නේ කෙසේද?
Entirely pleasant
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Out of body experience
ඔබට ඔබේ ශරීරයෙන් වෙන් වූ බවක් දැනුනේද?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටම සහ අවදියෙන් සිටීම ඔබේ සාමාන්ය එදිනෙදා සවිඥානක මට්ටමට සහ අවදියෙන් සිටීමට සාපේක්ෂව කෙසේද?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබ ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටමේ සහ අවදියෙන් සිටියේ කුමන වේලාවකද?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
ඔබේ සිතුවිලි වේගවත් වූවාද?
Incredibly fast
කාලය වේගවත් වූ හෝ මන්දගාමී වූ බවක් ඔබට දැනුනේද?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
ඔබේ සංවේදනයන් සාමාන්ය ප්රමාණයට වඩා පැහැදිලි වූවාද?
Incredibly more vivid
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ පෙනීම, අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබට තිබූ එදිනෙදා පෙනීම හා සසඳන්න
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ ඇසීම, අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබට තිබූ එදිනෙදා ඇසීම හා සසඳන්න
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
වෙනත් තැනක සිදුවන දේවල් ගැන ඔබ දැනුවත්ව සිටින බවක් පෙනෙන්නට තිබේද?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Tunnel
ඔබ උමගක් තුළට හෝ හරහා ගියාද?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Presence of deceased persons
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී ඔබ කිසියම් සත්වයින් දුටුවාද?
I sensed their presence
ඔබ මියගිය (හෝ ජීවත්ව සිටින) කිසිදු පුද්ගලයෙකු හමුවූවාද නැතහොත් ඒ පිළිබඳව දැනුවත් වූවාද?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Void
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Darkness
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Unearthly light
ඔබ දීප්තිමත් ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද, නැතහොත් වට වී සිටින බවක් දැනුනාද?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
ඔබ අද්භූත ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
A landscape or city
ඔබ වෙනත් අද්භූත ලෝකයකට ඇතුළු වූවාද?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Hellish imagery
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Strong emotional tone
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබට වෙනත් හැඟීම් මොනවාද දැනුනේ?
Immense Love
ඔබට සාමයක් හෝ සතුටක් දැනුනේද?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
ඔබට සතුටක් දැනුනාද?
incredible joy
ඔබට විශ්වය සමඟ එකඟතාවයක් හෝ එකමුතුවක් දැනුනේද?
I felt united or one with the world
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Special knowledge or purpose
ඔබට හදිසියේම සියල්ල තේරුම් ගත්තාක් මෙන් පෙනුනේද?
Everything about the universe
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Life review
ඔබේ අතීතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට නැවත සිහිපත් වුනාද?
I remembered many past events
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Awareness of the future
අනාගතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට පැමිණ තිබේද?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Boundary
ඔබ සීමාවකට හෝ සීමාකාරී භෞතික ව්යුහයකට ළඟා වූවාද?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
ඔබ ආපසු හැරවිය නොහැකි සීමාවකට හෝ ස්ථානයකට පැමිණ තිබේද?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
දෙවියන්, අධ්යාත්මික සහ ආගම
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබේ ආගමික/ආධ්යාත්මික ජීවිතයට ඔබ කොතරම් වැදගත්කමක් දුන්නාද?
Not important to me
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබගේ ආගමික පිළිවෙත් වෙනස් වී තිබේද?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබේ ආගමික/ආධ්යාත්මික ජීවිතයට ඔබ කොතරම් වැදගත්කමක් දෙනවාද?
Greatly important to me
දැන් ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට ඔබගේ ලෞකික විශ්වාසයන්ට අනුකූල ලක්ෂණ ඇතුළත් වී තිබේද?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම නිසා ඔබගේ වටිනාකම් සහ විශ්වාසයන්හි වෙනසක් සිදුවී තිබේද?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Presence of unearthly beings
ඔබට අද්භූත පුද්ගලයෙකු හෝ පැවැත්මක් හමු වූවාද, නැතහොත් හඳුනාගත නොහැකි හඬක් ඇසුනාද?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
ඔබ මියගිය හෝ ආගමික ආත්මයන් දුටුවාද?
I sensed their presence
ආගම්වල නමින් විස්තර කර ඇති (උදාහරණයක් ලෙස: යේසුස්, මුහම්මද්, බුදුන්, ආදිය) මීට පෙර පෘථිවියේ ජීවත් වූ කිසිදු ජීවියෙකු ඔබට හමු වූවාද, නැතහොත් ඒ පිළිබඳව දැනුවත් වූවාද?
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ දෙවියන්ගේ පැවැත්ම පිළිබඳ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ විශ්ව සම්බන්ධතාවය හෝ ඒකීයභාවය පිළිබඳ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes We are one!
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබ දෙවියන්ගේ පැවැත්ම විශ්වාස කළාද?
God probably does not exist
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ දෙවියන්ගේ පැවැත්ම පිළිබඳ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබ දෙවියන්ගේ පැවැත්ම විශ්වාස කරනවාද?
God definitely exists
ආගම හැර අපගේ ලෞකික ජීවිත ගැන
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ ඔබේ අරමුණ පිළිබඳ විශේෂ දැනුමක් හෝ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes Omniscient!
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර අපගේ භූමික ජීවිත අර්ථවත් හා වැදගත් බව ඔබ විශ්වාස කළාද?
Are meaningful and significant
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ ජීවිතයේ අරුත පිළිබඳ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබ මරණින් මතු ජීවිතයක් විශ්වාස කළාද?
An afterlife probably does not exist
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබ මරණින් මතු ජීවිතයක් විශ්වාස කරනවාද?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබ මරණයට බිය වූවාද?
I greatly feared death
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබ මරණයට බිය වනවාද?
I do not fear death
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබ ඔබේ ජීවිතය ගත කිරීමට බිය වූවාද?
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබ ඔබේ ජීවිතය ගත කිරීමට බිය වනවාද?
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර අපගේ භූමික ජීවිත අර්ථවත් හා වැදගත් බව ඔබ විශ්වාස කළාද?
Are meaningful and significant
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු අපගේ භූමික ජීවිත අර්ථවත් හා වැදගත් බව ඔබ විශ්වාස කරනවාද?
Are meaningful and significant
අපේ ජීවිත ගත කරන්නේ කෙසේද යන්න ගැන ඔබ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ ජීවිතයේ දුෂ්කරතා, අභියෝග සහ දුක් වේදනා පිළිබඳ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබ දයානුකම්පිත වූවාද?
Slightly compassionate toward others
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ ආදරය පිළිබඳ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබ දයානුකම්පිත වනවාද?
Greatly compassionate toward others
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබේ ජීවිතයේ සිදු වූ වෙනස්කම් මොනවාද?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ ප්රතිඵලයක් ලෙස ඔබේ සම්බන්ධතා විශේෂයෙන් වෙනස් වී තිබේද?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
NDE යෙන් පසු
අත්දැකීම වචන වලින් ප්රකාශ කිරීමට අපහසු වූවාද?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
අත්දැකීම සිදු වූ අවස්ථාවේ සිදුවූ අනෙකුත් ජීවිත සිදුවීම් හා සසඳන විට ඔබට අත්දැකීම කෙතරම් නිවැරදිව මතකද?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
ඔබට පෙර අත්දැකීම්වල නොතිබූ මානසික, සාමාන්ය නොවන හෝ වෙනත් විශේෂිත හැකියාවන් ඔබගේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු තිබේද?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ විශේෂයෙන් අර්ථවත් හෝ වැදගත් වන කොටස් එකක් හෝ කිහිපයක් තිබේද? කරුණාකර පැහැදිලි කරන්න.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
ඔබ කවදා හෝ මෙම අත්දැකීම අන් අය සමඟ බෙදාගෙන තිබේද?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර මරණය අසන්නට දැනීම (NDE) පිළිබඳව ඔබට යම් දැනුමක් තිබුණාද?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
එය සිදුවී ටික කලකට පසු (දින කිහිපයක සිට සති කිහිපයක් දක්වා) ඔබ ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ යථාර්ථය ගැන විශ්වාස කළේ මොනවාද?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ යථාර්ථය ගැන ඔබ දැන් විශ්වාස කරන්නේ කුමක්ද?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
ඔබේ ජීවිතයේ ඕනෑම වේලාවක, කිසියම් දෙයක් අත්දැකීමේ කිසිදු කොටසක් ප්රතිනිෂ්පාදනය කර තිබේද?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම ගැන ඔබට එකතු කිරීමට කැමති වෙනත් යමක් තිබේද?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.