Popis skúsenosti
I had just pulled into the University parking lot ready to go to class, when a man tapped on my car window. All I could see was a hand I opened my door to see what he wanted. He shoved a gun in my face and demanded money. I gave him all I had which was pocket change. He left but came back a few minutes later and demanded that I move to the passenger seat. My keys were still in the ignition of the car when he got in and started my car. He drove me to a bank ATM where I was instructed to withdraw money. After the bank, he made me slide down in the seat so no one could see me. He drove me to an alley in a housing area and demanded that I crawl into the back seat.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Základné informácie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
October 18, 1989
Prvky NDE
Bol v čase vášho zážitku prítomný život ohrozujúci stav?
Yes Inner city combat? I was a victim of armed rape. Life threatening event, but not clinical death I was being held at gun point with the gun held to my head.I had a gun placed to my head and I heard the hammer cocked back ready to fire.
Ako hodnotíte obsah vášho zážitku?
Mixed
Cítili ste sa oddelení od svojho tela?
No
V ktorom čase počas zážitku ste boli na svojej najvyššej úrovni vedomia a bdelosti?
All my senses were "hyper alert"
Zdalo sa, že sa čas zrýchlil alebo spomalil?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I felt as if time did not exist and I could choose whether or not I wanted to return to "normal" functioning.
Líšil sa váš sluch nejakým spôsobom od normálu?
I heard a "voice" Please see explanation in detailed account reported earlier.
Prešli ste do alebo cez tunel?
No
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si uvedomili nejaké zosnulé (alebo živé) bytosti?
Yes I felt a presence but don't know who or what it was. Never saw the presence only felt it.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Light
Videli ste nadpozemské svetlo?
Yes I felt at one point removed from my body, almost like it was happening to someone else and I was there as another person. Not really and OBE.
Zdalo sa vám, že ste vstúpili do nejakého iného, nadpozemského sveta?
No
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Strong emotional tone
Aké ďalšie emócie ste cítili počas zážitku?
Extreme fright then extreme calmness.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Special Knowledge
Zdalo sa, že ste zrazu všetkému porozumeli?
Everything about the universe Love is important. It is the most important lesson we can learn here. How to love each other unconditionally.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Life review
Vrátili sa vám scény z vašej minulosti?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw things that were important to me and important that I learned from this life. I saw that love mattered and material things of this world are unimportant, but we’re here for each other.
Objavili sa vám scény z budúcnosti?
Scenes from the world's future The only future event I was totally privy to was that I would be okay. And well I am here today alive and well.
Prišli ste k hranici alebo bodu, odkiaľ niet návratu?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I had a feeling I had a purpose here that was unfulfilled and chose to return.
Boh, spiritualita a náboženstvo
Aké bolo vaše náboženstvo pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Aké je vaše náboženstvo teraz?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Došlo u vás k zmene hodnôt a presvedčení v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Yes I have become closer to God and hace no doubts about what lies beyond this world for us.
Po NDE
Bolo ťažké vyjadriť túto skúsenosť slovami?
Yes I can explain the light and the warmth felt but words just don't seem adequate.
Máte po svojej skúsenosti nejaké psychické, neobyčajné alebo iné špeciálne dary, ktoré ste predtým nemali?
Yes I can sense life energy. I have been able to see many people’s auras. I saw my brother’s aura during a healing "laying on of the hands". He had "bad energy" removed out of the top of his spine. I saw the bad energy removed and the new energy that replaced it. I can sense and see the evil energy in some people. It appears like a black or gray aura. It is like I can also see in their soul through their eyes.
Sú nejaké časti vašej skúsenosti, ktoré sú pre vás obzvlášť zmysluplné alebo významné? Prosím, vysvetlite.
The rape was the worst and the best part was the experience of feeling like I met God or some sort of angel.
Podelili ste sa už o túto skúsenosť s ostatnými?
Yes Some believed and others scoffed but it did not matter then and does not matter now. Some have been relieved and have drawn closer to God.
Reprodukovalo niekedy v priebehu vášho života niečo nejakú časť tejto skúsenosti?
No
Chceli by ste ešte niečo dodať o svojej skúsenosti?
I had a "visitation" from a "being" approximately a month later in a dream which spoke to me in tongues. I was the interpreter and again the message was that I would be okay.