Susan A
NDE
Škála Greysona: 15
#2587
- KrajinaUnited States
- PohlavieF
- VekAdult
- Dátum zážitku1/1/2000
- Dátum odoslania4/29/2006
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Videnie ich minulosti (Prehľad života)Videnie svojej budúcnostiVidieť jasné nadpozemské svetloRozvíjať psychické schopnostiPochopiť všetko o vesmíreOBE, Zážitok mimo telaPravdepodobne zažili klinickú smrťDuchovný svet je reálnejší než fyzická realitaPotvrdili OBE s lekárskym pracovníkomVysvetľuje účel jednotlivých životovOpisuje BohaStretol svojho duchovného sprievodcu počas zážitkuCítili to, čo cítili ostatní počas prehliadky životaVideli farby, ktoré nikdy predtým nevideliRozhodli sa vrátiť späť do života
Popis skúsenosti
1995 - In the intensive care unit, curtain surrounding the bathroom area, light began emitting from behind the curtain (sort of 'Wizard of Oz'-like - no noise, just light and vibration). Knew a presence wished to come into room. Knew by the indescribable quality and feeling of light it was God, as I know him. I asked him 'not now', please my children (I am single parent of two, one disabled through leukemia at four, no family but me. I asked for more time, responsibility of visit too frightening. He/she/it immediately acquiesced. I always regretted it.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
Základné informácie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
(2) in 2000
Prvky NDE
Bol v čase vášho zážitku prítomný život ohrozujúci stav?
Yes Heart attack Open heart surgery, 3 open hearts in three days in April and In November Complete cardiac and respiratory arrest due to CHF Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Had heart attack in 1995. Had experience in the intensive care unit but willed it away, too scary, always regretted it but had children who needed me. In 2005 had multiple bypass, which did not go well, three open heart surgeries in three days due to hemorrhaging. On respirator for forty-five days. Many journeys and experiences throughout that period in April/May. In November had complete respiratory and cardiac arrest. Another experience.
Ako hodnotíte obsah vášho zážitku?
Mixed
Cítili ste sa oddelení od svojho tela?
Yes
I lost awareness of my body
Ako sa vaša najvyššia úroveň vedomia a bdelosti počas zážitku porovnáva s vaším bežným každodenným vedomím a bdelosťou?
More consciousness and alertness than normal It was much more real. I know that doesn't make much sense.
V ktorom čase počas zážitku ste boli na svojej najvyššej úrovni vedomia a bdelosti?
In presence of the main God, light, vibration. But most of all in tunnel when choice had to be made. I was tired.
Zrýchlili sa vaše myšlienky?
Neither
Zdalo sa, že sa čas zrýchlil alebo spomalil?
Neither I have what I call 'Swiss cheese for brains'. Some things are missing or dropped.
Boli vaše zmysly živšie ako zvyčajne?
Neither
Prosím, porovnajte svoje videnie počas zážitku s vašim bežným videním, ktoré ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
Colors perfect, things and places seen without flaw, almost undisturbed. Every petal of every flower perfect. No decay of any kind. Transparency somehow changed and music without time. Couldn't explain that one in a million years wouldn't know where to begin.
Prosím, porovnajte svoj sluch počas zážitku s vašim bežným sluchom, ktorý ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
It was hearing but not auditory exactly all the time.
Zdalo sa vám, že si uvedomujete dianie inde?
Neither
Prešli ste do alebo cez tunel?
Yes Already described.
Videli ste počas vášho zážitku nejaké bytosti?
Saw them
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si uvedomili nejaké zosnulé (alebo živé) bytosti?
Yes Already described.
Videli ste, alebo ste sa cítili obklopení, jasným svetlom?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Videli ste nadpozemské svetlo?
Yes Already described.
Zdalo sa vám, že ste vstúpili do nejakého iného, nadpozemského sveta?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm already described some. many more, lots of travel and sights
Aké ďalšie emócie ste cítili počas zážitku?
Wonder, joy, fear, trust, grateful, small, big, powerful, powerless, amazed, graced, light, open, peaceful, inquisitive and loved and loving. Perfectly in tune.
Mali ste pocit pokoja alebo príjemnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Mali ste pocit radosti?
Incredible joy
Cítili ste pocit harmónie alebo jednoty s vesmírom?
United, one with the world
Zdalo sa, že ste zrazu všetkému porozumeli?
Everything about the universe
Vrátili sa vám scény z vašej minulosti?
Remembered many past events Life review takes place through the feelings and emotions of others in any given moment in time. We experience and feel whatever we created in that moment for them. I am much more sensitive.
Objavili sa vám scény z budúcnosti?
From the world's future
Very private.
Prišli ste k hranici alebo bodu, odkiaľ niet návratu?
A conscious decision to 'return' to life
Boh, spiritualita a náboženstvo
Aké bolo vaše náboženstvo pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Moderate Raised catholic, believe in collective unconscious, a higher power have had unusual, unexplainable experiences throughout life making conservative organized religious experience not acceptable.
Zmenili sa vaše náboženské praktiky od vašej skúsenosti?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Aké je vaše náboženstvo teraz?
Liberal Have conscious contact w/ higher power daily, pray and meditate daily, use Native American Medicine Wheel for healing/teaching. Use ancient esoteric teachings from stones crystals given by Native American grandma turned good catholic when she was a young
Došlo u vás k zmene hodnôt a presvedčení v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Zdalo sa vám, že ste sa stretli s mystickou bytosťou alebo prítomnosťou, alebo ste počuli neidentifikovateľný hlas?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Videli ste zosnulých alebo náboženských duchov?
Saw them
Čo sa týka našich pozemských životov mimo náboženstva
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali špeciálne poznatky alebo informácie o svojom účele?
Yes Very private.
Zmenili sa vaše vzťahy konkrétne v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Yes I am much more willing just to be me without pretense, walls or protections that we humans erect to protect ourselves from REALLY being seen.
Po NDE
Bolo ťažké vyjadriť túto skúsenosť slovami?
Yes We don't have words in our vocabulary that express the 'energetic colors of vibration' emitted by 'higher being'. The emotional quality of 'feeling state' beyond measure or words. Information received so simple, yet so complicated it would take hours to verbalize. Recognition of persons in tunnel already 'passed over' (I think) so familiar, yet didn't recognize a one. Saw my grandma no words. Couldn't see 'God', but saw energy emitting and felt enormous vibration and felt emotional presence and vibration throughout life review.
Máte po svojej skúsenosti nejaké psychické, neobyčajné alebo iné špeciálne dary, ktoré ste predtým nemali?
Yes Personal.
Sú nejaké časti vašej skúsenosti, ktoré sú pre vás obzvlášť zmysluplné alebo významné? Prosím, vysvetlite.
Oh my God, are you kidding? Too personal for a computer screen.
Podelili ste sa už o túto skúsenosť s ostatnými?
Yes Immediately. Sure, reactions were mixed. I hope they were influenced.
Mali ste pred svojou skúsenosťou nejaké vedomosti o zážitkoch blízkych smrti (NDE)?
Uncertain After my mother died I had and my son had a 'dreamlike' waking encounter.
Čo ste si mysleli o realite vašej skúsenosti krátko (dni až týždne) po tom, čo sa stala?
Experience was definitely real It was more real that what's here in my consciousness on a daily basis and I stay as connected as possible daily.
Čo si teraz myslíte o realite vašej skúsenosti?
Experience was definitely real It affects me in every moment.
Reprodukovalo niekedy v priebehu vášho života niečo nejakú časť tejto skúsenosti?
No