Jessica G
NDE
Škála Greysona: 15
#3972
- KrajinaUnited States
- PohlavieF
- VekOlder Child
- Dátum zážitku1/18/1981
- Dátum odoslania5/2/2009
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Čas stratil všetok významVidenie ich minulosti (Prehľad života)Videnie svojej budúcnostiVidieť jasné nadpozemské svetloRozvíjať psychické schopnostiPochopiť všetko o vesmíreOBE, Zážitok mimo telaPravdepodobne zažili klinickú smrťVysvetľuje účel jednotlivých životovNaučili sa o vlastnostiach kvantovej fyzikySpomína si na detaily toho, čo sa naučili o kvantovej fyzikeČas je ilúzia a v duchovnom svete neexistujeBol zneužívaný v detstveRozhodli sa vrátiť späť do života
Popis skúsenosti
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Základné informácie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
Prvky NDE
Bol v čase vášho zážitku prítomný život ohrozujúci stav?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Ako hodnotíte obsah vášho zážitku?
Wonderful
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Out of body experience
Cítili ste sa oddelení od svojho tela?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Ako sa vaša najvyššia úroveň vedomia a bdelosti počas zážitku porovnáva s vaším bežným každodenným vedomím a bdelosťou?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
V ktorom čase počas zážitku ste boli na svojej najvyššej úrovni vedomia a bdelosti?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Zrýchlili sa vaše myšlienky?
Incredibly fast
Zdalo sa, že sa čas zrýchlil alebo spomalil?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Boli vaše zmysly živšie ako zvyčajne?
Incredibly more vivid
Prosím, porovnajte svoje videnie počas zážitku s vašim bežným videním, ktoré ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Prosím, porovnajte svoj sluch počas zážitku s vašim bežným sluchom, ktorý ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Zdalo sa vám, že si uvedomujete dianie inde?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Prešli ste do alebo cez tunel?
No
Videli ste počas vášho zážitku nejaké bytosti?
I actually saw them
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si uvedomili nejaké zosnulé (alebo živé) bytosti?
No
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Darkness
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Light
Videli ste, alebo ste sa cítili obklopení, jasným svetlom?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Videli ste nadpozemské svetlo?
Yes
Zdalo sa vám, že ste vstúpili do nejakého iného, nadpozemského sveta?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Aké ďalšie emócie ste cítili počas zážitku?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Mali ste pocit pokoja alebo príjemnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Mali ste pocit radosti?
Happiness
Cítili ste pocit harmónie alebo jednoty s vesmírom?
I felt united or one with the world
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Special Knowledge
Zdalo sa, že ste zrazu všetkému porozumeli?
Everything about the universe
Vrátili sa vám scény z vašej minulosti?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Objavili sa vám scény z budúcnosti?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Prišli ste k hranici alebo bodu, odkiaľ niet návratu?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Boh, spiritualita a náboženstvo
Aké bolo vaše náboženstvo pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Liberal None
Zmenili sa vaše náboženské praktiky od vašej skúsenosti?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Aké je vaše náboženstvo teraz?
Liberal None/Open minded
Došlo u vás k zmene hodnôt a presvedčení v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Zdalo sa vám, že ste sa stretli s mystickou bytosťou alebo prítomnosťou, alebo ste počuli neidentifikovateľný hlas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Videli ste zosnulých alebo náboženských duchov?
I actually saw them
Čo sa týka našich pozemských životov mimo náboženstva
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali špeciálne poznatky alebo informácie o svojom účele?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Zmenili sa vaše vzťahy konkrétne v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
Po NDE
Bolo ťažké vyjadriť túto skúsenosť slovami?
No
Máte po svojej skúsenosti nejaké psychické, neobyčajné alebo iné špeciálne dary, ktoré ste predtým nemali?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Sú nejaké časti vašej skúsenosti, ktoré sú pre vás obzvlášť zmysluplné alebo významné? Prosím, vysvetlite.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Podelili ste sa už o túto skúsenosť s ostatnými?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Mali ste pred svojou skúsenosťou nejaké vedomosti o zážitkoch blízkych smrti (NDE)?
No
Čo ste si mysleli o realite vašej skúsenosti krátko (dni až týždne) po tom, čo sa stala?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Čo si teraz myslíte o realite vašej skúsenosti?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Reprodukovalo niekedy v priebehu vášho života niečo nejakú časť tejto skúsenosti?
No