Mary D
STE
Výnimočný
Škála Greysona: 30
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- KrajinaUnited States
- PohlavieF
- VekAdult
- Dátum zážitku1/1/2001
- Dátum odoslania7/29/2014
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Čas stratil všetok významVidenie ich minulosti (Prehľad života)Videnie svojej budúcnostiVidieť jasné nadpozemské svetloRozvíjať psychické schopnostiPochopiť všetko o vesmíreVidenie minulých životov (Reinkarnácia)OBE, Zážitok mimo telaCítiť sa jednotne s vesmíromOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyUviedli, že boli/sú jedno s BohomDuchovný svet je reálnejší než fyzická realitaVysvetľuje účel jednotlivých životovVysvetľuje účel všetkého životaVedomie u zvierat, rastlín alebo predmetovNaučili sa o vlastnostiach kvantovej fyzikySpomína si na detaily toho, čo sa naučili o kvantovej fyzikeČas je ilúzia a v duchovnom svete neexistujeVesmír zložený iba z lásky a svetlaOpisuje Boha
Popis skúsenosti
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Základné informácie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
Prvky NDE
Bol v čase vášho zážitku prítomný život ohrozujúci stav?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Ako hodnotíte obsah vášho zážitku?
Entirely pleasant
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Out of body experience
Cítili ste sa oddelení od svojho tela?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Ako sa vaša najvyššia úroveň vedomia a bdelosti počas zážitku porovnáva s vaším bežným každodenným vedomím a bdelosťou?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
V ktorom čase počas zážitku ste boli na svojej najvyššej úrovni vedomia a bdelosti?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Zrýchlili sa vaše myšlienky?
Incredibly fast
Zdalo sa, že sa čas zrýchlil alebo spomalil?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Boli vaše zmysly živšie ako zvyčajne?
Incredibly more vivid
Prosím, porovnajte svoje videnie počas zážitku s vašim bežným videním, ktoré ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Prosím, porovnajte svoj sluch počas zážitku s vašim bežným sluchom, ktorý ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Zdalo sa vám, že si uvedomujete dianie inde?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Tunnel
Prešli ste do alebo cez tunel?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Presence of deceased persons
Videli ste počas vášho zážitku nejaké bytosti?
I sensed their presence
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si uvedomili nejaké zosnulé (alebo živé) bytosti?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Void
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Darkness
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Unearthly light
Videli ste, alebo ste sa cítili obklopení, jasným svetlom?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Videli ste nadpozemské svetlo?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
A landscape or city
Zdalo sa vám, že ste vstúpili do nejakého iného, nadpozemského sveta?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Hellish imagery
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Strong emotional tone
Aké ďalšie emócie ste cítili počas zážitku?
Immense Love
Mali ste pocit pokoja alebo príjemnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Mali ste pocit radosti?
incredible joy
Cítili ste pocit harmónie alebo jednoty s vesmírom?
I felt united or one with the world
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Special knowledge or purpose
Zdalo sa, že ste zrazu všetkému porozumeli?
Everything about the universe
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Life review
Vrátili sa vám scény z vašej minulosti?
I remembered many past events
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Awareness of the future
Objavili sa vám scény z budúcnosti?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Boundary
Dosiahli ste hranicu alebo obmedzujúcu fyzickú štruktúru?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Prišli ste k hranici alebo bodu, odkiaľ niet návratu?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
Boh, spiritualita a náboženstvo
Aký význam ste prikladali svojmu náboženskému/duchovnému životu pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Not important to me
Aké bolo vaše náboženstvo pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Zmenili sa vaše náboženské praktiky od vašej skúsenosti?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Aký význam prikladáte svojmu náboženskému/duchovnému životu po vašej skúsenosti?
Greatly important to me
Aké je vaše náboženstvo teraz?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
Zahŕňala vaša skúsenosť prvky zhodné s vaším pozemským presvedčením?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Došlo u vás k zmene hodnôt a presvedčení v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Presence of unearthly beings
Zdalo sa vám, že ste sa stretli s mystickou bytosťou alebo prítomnosťou, alebo ste počuli neidentifikovateľný hlas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Videli ste zosnulých alebo náboženských duchov?
I sensed their presence
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si boli vedomí nejakých bytostí, ktoré predtým žili na zemi a ktoré sú menovite opísané v náboženstvách (napríklad: Ježiš, Mohamed, Budha atď.)?
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o existencii Boha?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o univerzálnom prepojení alebo jednote?
Yes We are one!
Verili ste v existenciu Boha pred vašou skúsenosťou?
God probably does not exist
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o existencii Boha?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Veríte v existenciu Boha po vašej skúsenosti?
God definitely exists
Čo sa týka našich pozemských životov mimo náboženstva
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali špeciálne poznatky alebo informácie o svojom účele?
Yes Omniscient!
Verili ste, že naše pozemské životy sú zmysluplné a významné pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Are meaningful and significant
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o zmysle života?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Verili ste v posmrtný život pred vašou skúsenosťou?
An afterlife probably does not exist
Veríte v posmrtný život po vašej skúsenosti?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Báli ste sa smrti pred vašou skúsenosťou?
I greatly feared death
Bojíte sa smrti po vašej skúsenosti?
I do not fear death
Báli ste sa žiť svoj život pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Báli ste sa žiť svoj život po vašej skúsenosti?
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Verili ste, že naše pozemské životy sú zmysluplné a významné pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Are meaningful and significant
Verili ste, že naše pozemské životy sú zmysluplné a významné po vašej skúsenosti?
Are meaningful and significant
Získali ste informácie o tom, ako žiť naše životy?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o životných ťažkostiach, výzvach a útrapách?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Boli ste súcitní pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Slightly compassionate toward others
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o láske?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Boli ste súcitní po vašej skúsenosti?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Aké životné zmeny nastali vo vašom živote po vašej skúsenosti?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Zmenili sa vaše vzťahy konkrétne v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
Po NDE
Bolo ťažké vyjadriť túto skúsenosť slovami?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Ako presne si pamätáte skúsenosť v porovnaní s inými životnými udalosťami, ktoré sa stali v tom čase?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Máte po svojej skúsenosti nejaké psychické, neobyčajné alebo iné špeciálne dary, ktoré ste predtým nemali?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Sú nejaké časti vašej skúsenosti, ktoré sú pre vás obzvlášť zmysluplné alebo významné? Prosím, vysvetlite.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Podelili ste sa už o túto skúsenosť s ostatnými?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Mali ste pred svojou skúsenosťou nejaké vedomosti o zážitkoch blízkych smrti (NDE)?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Čo ste si mysleli o realite vašej skúsenosti krátko (dni až týždne) po tom, čo sa stala?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Čo si teraz myslíte o realite vašej skúsenosti?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Reprodukovalo niekedy v priebehu vášho života niečo nejakú časť tejto skúsenosti?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Chceli by ste ešte niečo dodať o svojej skúsenosti?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.