Popis skúsenosti
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Základné informácie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
Prvky NDE
Bol v čase vášho zážitku prítomný život ohrozujúci stav?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Ako hodnotíte obsah vášho zážitku?
Entirely pleasant
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Out of body experience
Cítili ste sa oddelení od svojho tela?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Ako sa vaša najvyššia úroveň vedomia a bdelosti počas zážitku porovnáva s vaším bežným každodenným vedomím a bdelosťou?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
V ktorom čase počas zážitku ste boli na svojej najvyššej úrovni vedomia a bdelosti?
the entire time
Zrýchlili sa vaše myšlienky?
No
Zdalo sa, že sa čas zrýchlil alebo spomalil?
No
Boli vaše zmysly živšie ako zvyčajne?
More vivid than usual
Prosím, porovnajte svoje videnie počas zážitku s vašim bežným videním, ktoré ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Prosím, porovnajte svoj sluch počas zážitku s vašim bežným sluchom, ktorý ste mali bezprostredne pred zážitkom
No difference
Zdalo sa vám, že si uvedomujete dianie inde?
No
Prešli ste do alebo cez tunel?
No
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Presence of deceased persons
Videli ste počas vášho zážitku nejaké bytosti?
No
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si uvedomili nejaké zosnulé (alebo živé) bytosti?
No
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Void
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Darkness
Videli ste, alebo ste sa cítili obklopení, jasným svetlom?
No
Videli ste nadpozemské svetlo?
No
Zdalo sa vám, že ste vstúpili do nejakého iného, nadpozemského sveta?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Strong emotional tone
Aké ďalšie emócie ste cítili počas zážitku?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Mali ste pocit pokoja alebo príjemnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Mali ste pocit radosti?
incredible joy
Cítili ste pocit harmónie alebo jednoty s vesmírom?
I felt united or one with the world
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Special knowledge or purpose
Zdalo sa, že ste zrazu všetkému porozumeli?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Vrátili sa vám scény z vašej minulosti?
No
Objavili sa vám scény z budúcnosti?
No
Prišli ste k hranici alebo bodu, odkiaľ niet návratu?
No
Boh, spiritualita a náboženstvo
Aký význam ste prikladali svojmu náboženskému/duchovnému životu pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Not important to me
Aké bolo vaše náboženstvo pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Zmenili sa vaše náboženské praktiky od vašej skúsenosti?
No
Aký význam prikladáte svojmu náboženskému/duchovnému životu po vašej skúsenosti?
Not important to me
Aké je vaše náboženstvo teraz?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Zahŕňala vaša skúsenosť prvky zhodné s vaším pozemským presvedčením?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Došlo u vás k zmene hodnôt a presvedčení v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
No
Skúsenosť zahŕňala
Presence of unearthly beings
Zdalo sa vám, že ste sa stretli s mystickou bytosťou alebo prítomnosťou, alebo ste počuli neidentifikovateľný hlas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Videli ste zosnulých alebo náboženských duchov?
No
Stretli ste sa alebo ste si boli vedomí nejakých bytostí, ktoré predtým žili na zemi a ktoré sú menovite opísané v náboženstvách (napríklad: Ježiš, Mohamed, Budha atď.)?
No
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o existencii Boha?
No
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o univerzálnom prepojení alebo jednote?
No
Verili ste v existenciu Boha pred vašou skúsenosťou?
God does not exist
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o existencii Boha?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Veríte v existenciu Boha po vašej skúsenosti?
Unknown
Čo sa týka našich pozemských životov mimo náboženstva
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali špeciálne poznatky alebo informácie o svojom účele?
No
Verili ste, že naše pozemské životy sú zmysluplné a významné pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Are not meaningful and significant
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o zmysle života?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Verili ste v posmrtný život pred vašou skúsenosťou?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Veríte v posmrtný život po vašej skúsenosti?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Báli ste sa smrti pred vašou skúsenosťou?
I slightly feared death
Bojíte sa smrti po vašej skúsenosti?
I do not fear death
Báli ste sa žiť svoj život pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Báli ste sa žiť svoj život po vašej skúsenosti?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Verili ste, že naše pozemské životy sú zmysluplné a významné pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Are not meaningful and significant
Verili ste, že naše pozemské životy sú zmysluplné a významné po vašej skúsenosti?
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Získali ste informácie o tom, ako žiť naše životy?
No
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o životných ťažkostiach, výzvach a útrapách?
No
Boli ste súcitní pred vašou skúsenosťou?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Počas vašej skúsenosti ste získali informácie o láske?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Boli ste súcitní po vašej skúsenosti?
Not compassionate toward others
Aké životné zmeny nastali vo vašom živote po vašej skúsenosti?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Zmenili sa vaše vzťahy konkrétne v dôsledku vašej skúsenosti?
No
Po NDE
Bolo ťažké vyjadriť túto skúsenosť slovami?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Ako presne si pamätáte skúsenosť v porovnaní s inými životnými udalosťami, ktoré sa stali v tom čase?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Máte po svojej skúsenosti nejaké psychické, neobyčajné alebo iné špeciálne dary, ktoré ste predtým nemali?
No
Sú nejaké časti vašej skúsenosti, ktoré sú pre vás obzvlášť zmysluplné alebo významné? Prosím, vysvetlite.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Podelili ste sa už o túto skúsenosť s ostatnými?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Mali ste pred svojou skúsenosťou nejaké vedomosti o zážitkoch blízkych smrti (NDE)?
No
Čo ste si mysleli o realite vašej skúsenosti krátko (dni až týždne) po tom, čo sa stala?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Čo si teraz myslíte o realite vašej skúsenosti?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Reprodukovalo niekedy v priebehu vášho života niečo nejakú časť tejto skúsenosti?
No
Chceli by ste ešte niečo dodať o svojej skúsenosti?
No