Paula J
NDE
#20313
- DržavaGreece
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- StarostAdult
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Vreme je izgubilo svaki smisaoVideli svoju prošlost (Pregled života)Razumeti sve o univerzumuIVS, Iskustvo van telaDuhovni svet je realniji od fizičke stvarnostiObjašnjava svrhu pojedinačnih životaObjašnjava svrhu celokupnog životaVreme je iluzija i ne postoji u duhovnom svetuVratili su se protiv svoje volje
Opis iskustva
I was aware that I was coming round from the operation. I began to hear the voices of the surgeon and staff first, and heard them say, 'Breathe Paul! Breathe!' I heard them saying that they would apply air via a tube but I was completely unable and unwilling to even try to breathe. My body was a dead weight, which seemed to have nothing to do with 'me'. What happened next seemed to me to last about an hour, although it was only seconds.
I felt that my mind was about four feet to the right of my head. I knew that I was still in the operating theatre, but I was no longer part of it. Suddenly, I felt as if someone was pushing me gently from behind. 'It's your turn,' said a voice and I was very surprised, as I'd had the impression that I was at the end of a long, long line of people (who I couldn't see but only sensed). The feeling was just like being sent to the front of the queue at a supermarket check in, I remember - pleasant surprise.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
10/10/02
Elementi NDE-a
Da li je u vreme vašeg iskustva postojala povezena opasnost po život?
Yes Surgery-related Life threatening event, but not clinical death My throat closed up and I couldn't breathe.
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Mixed
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Out of body experience
Da li ste se osećali odvojeno od svog tela?
Yes I was aware of my body lying there but didn't see it as I was looking elsewhere.
U kom trenutku tokom iskustva ste bili na najvišem nivou svesti i budnosti?
Explained above.
Da li se činilo da vreme ubrzava ili usporava?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Everything was different, but the same. The 'here' and 'now' are one place. The same with time. It's all the same. There's no linear time. No space as we know it.
Da li se vaše sluh na bilo koji način razlikovao od normalnog?
The voices of the staff faded away, but there was no sound. I seemed to 'mind read' the words I heard and spoke.
Da li ste prošli kroz tunel?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Presence of deceased persons
Da li ste naišli ili postali svesni bilo kojih pokojnih (ili živih) bića?
Yes Someone was behind me, guiding me, but I never saw them. They were neither male or female, it was just 'someone'. I cannot describe the voice, as it was not audible. I 'mind read' their words.
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Darkness
Da li ste videli nebesku svetlost?
No The opposite. I saw a blackness, but it was welcoming and not frightening. The way you like the dark if you have a migraine.
Da li vam se činilo da ste ušli u neki drugi, natprirodni svet?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Described above.
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Strong emotional tone
Koje ste druge emocije osećali tokom iskustva?
Surprise then utter bliss. Complete indifference to what was happening to my body. Confusion and disappointment at coming back.
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Special Knowledge
Da li vam se odjednom činilo da razumete sve?
Everything about the universe There's a time for everything. A role for everyone. A reason for everything. The purpose of life is not just our own happiness.
Da li su vam se vratili prizori iz prošlosti?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I felt no power. Others had the power; I felt as if I was 'following orders' and was very happy to do so.
Da li su vam dolazile scene iz budućnosti?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Boundary
Da li ste došli do granice ili ograničene fizičke strukture?
Uncertain Big open doorway, comforting soothing blackness beyond. No fear. I was going towards it, but came back.
Da li ste došli do granice ili tačke sa koje nema povratka?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I didn't want to return to my body, but was forced.
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koja je bila vaša religija pre vašeg iskustva?
Liberal
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Liberal
Da li ste doživeli promenu u svojim vrednostima i verovanjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
No
Posle NDE-a
Da li je iskustvo bilo teško opisati rečima?
Yes The sudden change of feelings and the sense that time was dislocated. I was not dead but I was out of my body.
Da li imate bilo kakve psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne sposobnosti nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali pre iskustva?
No
Postoje li jedan ili više delova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno značajni ili važni? Molimo objasnite.
Best - bliss of being out of the body. Worst - being dragged back.
Da li ste ikada podelili ovo iskustvo sa drugima?
Yes The doctors said it's just a symptom of the anesthesia. Some friends were obviously nervous about it, didn't like to talk about death etc.! My daughter was scared too. No one seems to feel like I do about it all.
Da li je u bilo kom trenutku u vašem životu nešto ikada reproduciralo bilo koji deo iskustva?
No Not since but BEFORE, when I was seven. During a tonsils operation, I could see the doctors and nurses working on my body as I hovered near the ceiling. I recalled that they wore green clothes (which they only wore in the theatre and which of course I'd never seen before).
Da li postoje neka druga pitanja koja bismo mogli postaviti da vam pomognemo da komunicirate svoje iskustvo?
If the person had had any similar experiences BEFORE the one they're relating.