Bonnie L
NDE
Izuzetno
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#2407
- DržavaUnited States
- PolF
- StarostToddler
- Datum iskustva1/1/1950
- Датум подношења11/26/2005
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Videti svetlu nezemaljsku svetlostRazviti psihičke sposobnostiRazumeti sve o univerzumuIVS, Iskustvo van telaOsećajući se jedno sa univerzumomVerovatno su doživeli kliničku smrtOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyDuhovni svet je realniji od fizičke stvarnostiPotvrđena OBE zapažanja sa drugom osobomVreme je iluzija i ne postoji u duhovnom svetuVratili su se protiv svoje volje
Opis iskustva
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
Elementi NDE-a
Da li je u vreme vašeg iskustva postojala povezena opasnost po život?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Wonderful
Da li ste se osećali odvojeno od svog tela?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Kako se vaš najviši nivo svesti i budnosti tokom iskustva poredi sa vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom svešću i budnošću?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
U kom trenutku tokom iskustva ste bili na najvišem nivou svesti i budnosti?
All the time, all of them.
Da li su vam misli bile ubrzane?
Neither
Da li se činilo da vreme ubrzava ili usporava?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Da li su vam čula bila življa nego obično?
Incredibly more so
Molimo vas da uporedite vaš vid tokom iskustva sa vašim svakodnevnim vidom koji ste imali neposredno pre vremena iskustva
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Molimo vas da uporedite vaš sluh tokom iskustva sa vašim svakodnevnim sluhom koji ste imali neposredno pre vremena iskustva
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Da li ste imali osećaj da ste svesni stvari koje se dešavaju negde drugde?
Neither
Da li ste prošli kroz tunel?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Da li ste u svom iskustvu videli neka bića?
Neither
Da li ste naišli ili postali svesni bilo kojih pokojnih (ili živih) bića?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Da li ste videli ili se osećali okruženi sjajnom svetlošću?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Da li ste videli nebesku svetlost?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Da li vam se činilo da ste ušli u neki drugi, natprirodni svet?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Koje ste druge emocije osećali tokom iskustva?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Da li ste imali osećaj mira ili prijatnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Da li ste imali osećaj radosti?
Incredible joy
Da li ste osećali osećaj harmonije ili jedinstva sa univerzumom?
United, one with the world
Da li vam se odjednom činilo da razumete sve?
Everything about the universe
Da li su vam se vratili prizori iz prošlosti?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Da li su vam dolazile scene iz budućnosti?
Neither
Da li ste došli do granice ili tačke sa koje nema povratka?
Neither
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koja je bila vaša religija pre vašeg iskustva?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Da li su se vaše verske prakse promenile od vašeg iskustva?
No
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Da li ste doživeli promenu u svojim vrednostima i verovanjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
No
Da li vam se činilo da ste sreli mistično biće ili prisustvo, ili ste čuli neidentifkovan glas?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Da li ste videli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
Neither
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste dobili posebno znanje ili informacije o vašoj svrsi?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Da li su se vaši odnosi promenili posebno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
No
Posle NDE-a
Da li je iskustvo bilo teško opisati rečima?
No
Da li imate bilo kakve psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne sposobnosti nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali pre iskustva?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Postoje li jedan ili više delova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno značajni ili važni? Molimo objasnite.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Da li ste ikada podelili ovo iskustvo sa drugima?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Da li ste imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvima bliske smrti (NDE) pre vašeg iskustva?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Šta ste verovali o realnosti vašeg iskustva shortly (dana do nedelje) nakon što se desilo?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Šta verujete o realnosti vašeg iskustva sada?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Da li je u bilo kom trenutku u vašem životu nešto ikada reproduciralo bilo koji deo iskustva?
No
Da li postoje neka druga pitanja koja bismo mogli postaviti da vam pomognemo da komunicirate svoje iskustvo?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?