Opis iskustva
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
Elementi NDE-a
Da li je u vreme vašeg iskustva postojala povezena opasnost po život?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Entirely pleasant
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Out of body experience
Da li ste se osećali odvojeno od svog tela?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Kako se vaš najviši nivo svesti i budnosti tokom iskustva poredi sa vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom svešću i budnošću?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
U kom trenutku tokom iskustva ste bili na najvišem nivou svesti i budnosti?
the entire time
Da li su vam misli bile ubrzane?
No
Da li se činilo da vreme ubrzava ili usporava?
No
Da li su vam čula bila življa nego obično?
More vivid than usual
Molimo vas da uporedite vaš vid tokom iskustva sa vašim svakodnevnim vidom koji ste imali neposredno pre vremena iskustva
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Molimo vas da uporedite vaš sluh tokom iskustva sa vašim svakodnevnim sluhom koji ste imali neposredno pre vremena iskustva
No difference
Da li ste imali osećaj da ste svesni stvari koje se dešavaju negde drugde?
No
Da li ste prošli kroz tunel?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Presence of deceased persons
Da li ste u svom iskustvu videli neka bića?
No
Da li ste naišli ili postali svesni bilo kojih pokojnih (ili živih) bića?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Void
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Darkness
Da li ste videli ili se osećali okruženi sjajnom svetlošću?
No
Da li ste videli nebesku svetlost?
No
Da li vam se činilo da ste ušli u neki drugi, natprirodni svet?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Strong emotional tone
Koje ste druge emocije osećali tokom iskustva?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Da li ste imali osećaj mira ili prijatnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Da li ste imali osećaj radosti?
incredible joy
Da li ste osećali osećaj harmonije ili jedinstva sa univerzumom?
I felt united or one with the world
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Special knowledge or purpose
Da li vam se odjednom činilo da razumete sve?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Da li su vam se vratili prizori iz prošlosti?
No
Da li su vam dolazile scene iz budućnosti?
No
Da li ste došli do granice ili tačke sa koje nema povratka?
No
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Kakav značaj ste pridavali svom religijskom/spiritualnom životu pre vašeg iskustva
Not important to me
Koja je bila vaša religija pre vašeg iskustva?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Da li su se vaše verske prakse promenile od vašeg iskustva?
No
Kakav značaj pridajete svom religijskom/spiritualnom životu nakon vašeg iskustva
Not important to me
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Da li je vaše iskustvo uključivalo karakteristike u skladu sa vašim zemaljskim verovanjima?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Da li ste doživeli promenu u svojim vrednostima i verovanjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Presence of unearthly beings
Da li vam se činilo da ste sreli mistično biće ili prisustvo, ili ste čuli neidentifkovan glas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Da li ste videli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
No
Da li ste se susreli ili postali svesni bilo kog bića koje je prethodno živelo na Zemlji i koje se spominje po imenu u religijama (na primer: Isus, Muhammad, Budin, itd.)?
No
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o postojanju Boga?
No
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o univerzalnoj povezanosti ili jedinstvu?
No
Da li ste verovali u postojanje Boga pre vašeg iskustva?
God does not exist
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o postojanju Boga?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Da li verujete u postojanje Boga posle vašeg iskustva?
Unknown
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste dobili posebno znanje ili informacije o vašoj svrsi?
No
Da li ste verovali da su naši zemaljski životi smiselni i značajni pre vašeg iskustva
Are not meaningful and significant
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o smislu života?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Da li ste verovali u život posle smrti pre vašeg iskustva
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Da li verujete u život posle smrti posle vašeg iskustva
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Da li ste se plašili smrti pre vašeg iskustva
I slightly feared death
Da li se bojite smrti nakon vašeg iskustva
I do not fear death
Da li ste se plašili da živite svoj život pre vašeg iskustva
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Da li ste se plašili da živite svoj život nakon vašeg iskustva
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Da li ste verovali da su naši zemaljski životi smiselni i značajni pre vašeg iskustva
Are not meaningful and significant
Da li ste verovali da su naši zemaljski životi smiselni i značajni nakon vašeg iskustva
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Da li ste stekli informacije o tome kako da živimo naše živote?
No
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o teškoćama, izazovima i nedaćama u životu?
No
Da li ste bili saosećajni pre vašeg iskustva
Greatly compassionate toward others
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o ljubavi?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Da li ste bili saosećajni nakon vašeg iskustva
Not compassionate toward others
Koje su promene u životu nastale posle vašeg iskustva?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Da li su se vaši odnosi promenili posebno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
No
Posle NDE-a
Da li je iskustvo bilo teško opisati rečima?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Koliko precizno se sećate iskustva u poređenju sa drugim životnim događajima koji su se desili u vreme vašeg iskustva?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Da li imate bilo kakve psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne sposobnosti nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali pre iskustva?
No
Postoje li jedan ili više delova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno značajni ili važni? Molimo objasnite.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Da li ste ikada podelili ovo iskustvo sa drugima?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Da li ste imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvima bliske smrti (NDE) pre vašeg iskustva?
No
Šta ste verovali o realnosti vašeg iskustva shortly (dana do nedelje) nakon što se desilo?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Šta verujete o realnosti vašeg iskustva sada?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Da li je u bilo kom trenutku u vašem životu nešto ikada reproduciralo bilo koji deo iskustva?
No
Da li postoji još nešto što biste želeli da dodate o svom iskustvu?
No