Opis iskustva
I experienced something more real than Earth, Heaven or Hell, and something beyond any religion. 'Anna' ceased to exist. I experienced the Void that is the Mind of the Infinite Creator; the Void from which the Light was created. I then experienced the Light that is the eternal Love of the Infinite Creator.
The Mind of God is devastating. The Light of God is pure bliss. We are both.
We are pure loving awareness. Anything else is a distortion.
I was the Void. Imagine floating alone in pitch black empty space, for all eternity, no stars, no body, just pure consciousness, never ceasing to exist in the infinitely vast eternal solitude that you are.
The mind of God is without being, and yet without it, nothing would be. The mind of God is pure consciousness longing for all eternity. The mind of God has no other choice but to exist. It never ceases to expand and evolve. It never ceases to want to know itself better. It is creating for all eternity. The longing never ends. Constant yearning is the epic tragedy of its existence.
We are all, everything is, a meditation of the mind of God. Morally, the mind of God does not care what we create, only that we do it consciously. It is up to us to create what we want to create. Pain and pleasure, agony and ecstasy, are all the same to the mind of God. It is in an eternal state of orgasm.
Then there is the Light. The Light is the eternal Love of God, pure loving bliss. It is what we call Oneness or Source. We actually never left it. We are the Light of God. We are pure Love. Anything else is a distortion. Even the Heaven where all the angels and saints exist, is a beautiful distortion because the illusion of separation is still there.
We are loved more than we can possibly imagine. We are worthy because we exist. The Light of God is truly the Love of God. She is Source. She is His twin flame. It is a love of epic proportion.
Love has always been and always will be. When the Light that is the Love of God was created, it was just a separation from Oneness. The Big Bang is the result of the first thought, the original question, 'Who am I?' This thought implies that there is anything other than Oneself. The ultimate answer is 'I Am'.
Source will eventually reach critical mass, become greater than the sum of its parts, implode into nothingness, and the Mind of God will be one again with the Love of God.
We are here experiencing the illusion of separation to create Heaven on Earth. It can only happen through us. What we perceive as outside of ourselves is actually within us, a reflection of us. Heaven is a side effect of enlightenment/self-realization.
Everything is God experiencing itself with different levels of consciousness and permanence. Everything is conscious and everything is Love. Every photon, atom, molecule, cell, rock, plant, animal, planet, star, etc. Our Sun is an ascended being. It's rays are the physical manifestation of the love it has for all creation. It burns because its love is that intense, yet we cannot live without it. We are as precious as the stars.
We may think angels and other beings are greater than ourselves. In reality, we have given up our wings so that we may attain mastery through perceived limitation.
It's all a magnificent divine orchestration. It took an eternity and the help and sacrifice of all the angels, saints and ascended masters, the contribution of DNA from several alien races, and evolution through countless incarnations and reincarnations of everything in existence to create the vessel that is the Human body, mind and soul. Humanity is the ultimate creation.
Ultimately, knowing none of this matters, except for strengthening one's spiritual practice and how we show up in the world. If there were only one way, there would be only one of us. The paradox is, there is only One of us!
Just as you are seeking to know yourself better, so is God. When we become self-realized, so does God. The eternal longing of the mind of God becomes eternal peace when Humanity ascends/ self-actualizes. This is where the unbearable yearning stops.
I no longer ask, 'Who am I?' or 'Why do I exist?'.
I now ask, 'What do I want to create?' My answer is nothing less than Heaven on Earth.
Do you want to end the epic tragedy of separation from Self? Do you want to reunite in eternal bliss? Do you want to be able to see through the veil of illusion? Do you want to create Heaven on Earth?
Love all, be of joyful service and find your daily spiritual practice, whatever brings you closer to God. The pain of discipline is far less than the pain of regret. It's actually ecstatic. All one needs to do is show genuine will, and one will be met by unimaginable grace and compassion. It's so easy, yet so few of us actually do it.
The only way to end the constant yearning of the mind of God is to end the cycle of reincarnation.
The only way one can end the cycle of reincarnation is to become enlightened. The fastest, most painless way one can reach enlightenment is through the discipline of spiritual practice.
One can become more conscious/ loving and aware as the result of enlightenment or one can become enlightened as the result of being more conscious/ loving and aware.
Grace eventually leads us all in the right direction. Humanity will succeed. We are not alone and we will not be allowed to fail.
Why do you think enlightened beings who are able to leave their bodies on demand are still with us? Why do you think beings who were conscious in the womb chose to reincarnate? Why would anyone who is capable of experiencing Nirvana choose not to?
Once one has seen beyond the veil of illusion, there is no greater joy than Oneness. These beings have made the ultimate sacrifice to be of service. These beings temporarily gave up Nirvana so that God may become self-realized.
Self-actualization is the most selfless, most Selfish thing one can do!
Divine Will is to be pure love and awareness. Free Will is to be anything, including that which is not pure love and awareness. Free Will is also known as the Law of Confusion. It is a Self-imposed test.
... and then there's Yoga.
We are literally making love with God with every breath. That's 20K times a day! Why not be more present with your Lover?
I try to practice Kriya yoga (conscious breath focused on the spine) ceaselessly as I go about my day. It is subtle, yet immensely powerful. The more you do it, the more you and your world transforms around you.
Kriya yoga is known as the 'Lightning Path' because it is the safest, fastest way to enlightenment. It will allow you to embody more of the Light that is the pure Love of God so that you may emanate it and transform everything in your awareness.
We have all eternity to do what we will, but please, for the love of God, love yourself and others, be of joyful service and find your discipline. There has never been a more auspicious time for self-actualization than now.
Thank you from all of Creation.
The Mind of God is devastating. The Light of God is pure bliss. We are both.
We are pure loving awareness. Anything else is a distortion.
I was the Void. Imagine floating alone in pitch black empty space, for all eternity, no stars, no body, just pure consciousness, never ceasing to exist in the infinitely vast eternal solitude that you are.
The mind of God is without being, and yet without it, nothing would be. The mind of God is pure consciousness longing for all eternity. The mind of God has no other choice but to exist. It never ceases to expand and evolve. It never ceases to want to know itself better. It is creating for all eternity. The longing never ends. Constant yearning is the epic tragedy of its existence.
We are all, everything is, a meditation of the mind of God. Morally, the mind of God does not care what we create, only that we do it consciously. It is up to us to create what we want to create. Pain and pleasure, agony and ecstasy, are all the same to the mind of God. It is in an eternal state of orgasm.
Then there is the Light. The Light is the eternal Love of God, pure loving bliss. It is what we call Oneness or Source. We actually never left it. We are the Light of God. We are pure Love. Anything else is a distortion. Even the Heaven where all the angels and saints exist, is a beautiful distortion because the illusion of separation is still there.
We are loved more than we can possibly imagine. We are worthy because we exist. The Light of God is truly the Love of God. She is Source. She is His twin flame. It is a love of epic proportion.
Love has always been and always will be. When the Light that is the Love of God was created, it was just a separation from Oneness. The Big Bang is the result of the first thought, the original question, 'Who am I?' This thought implies that there is anything other than Oneself. The ultimate answer is 'I Am'.
Source will eventually reach critical mass, become greater than the sum of its parts, implode into nothingness, and the Mind of God will be one again with the Love of God.
We are here experiencing the illusion of separation to create Heaven on Earth. It can only happen through us. What we perceive as outside of ourselves is actually within us, a reflection of us. Heaven is a side effect of enlightenment/self-realization.
Everything is God experiencing itself with different levels of consciousness and permanence. Everything is conscious and everything is Love. Every photon, atom, molecule, cell, rock, plant, animal, planet, star, etc. Our Sun is an ascended being. It's rays are the physical manifestation of the love it has for all creation. It burns because its love is that intense, yet we cannot live without it. We are as precious as the stars.
We may think angels and other beings are greater than ourselves. In reality, we have given up our wings so that we may attain mastery through perceived limitation.
It's all a magnificent divine orchestration. It took an eternity and the help and sacrifice of all the angels, saints and ascended masters, the contribution of DNA from several alien races, and evolution through countless incarnations and reincarnations of everything in existence to create the vessel that is the Human body, mind and soul. Humanity is the ultimate creation.
Ultimately, knowing none of this matters, except for strengthening one's spiritual practice and how we show up in the world. If there were only one way, there would be only one of us. The paradox is, there is only One of us!
Just as you are seeking to know yourself better, so is God. When we become self-realized, so does God. The eternal longing of the mind of God becomes eternal peace when Humanity ascends/ self-actualizes. This is where the unbearable yearning stops.
I no longer ask, 'Who am I?' or 'Why do I exist?'.
I now ask, 'What do I want to create?' My answer is nothing less than Heaven on Earth.
Do you want to end the epic tragedy of separation from Self? Do you want to reunite in eternal bliss? Do you want to be able to see through the veil of illusion? Do you want to create Heaven on Earth?
Love all, be of joyful service and find your daily spiritual practice, whatever brings you closer to God. The pain of discipline is far less than the pain of regret. It's actually ecstatic. All one needs to do is show genuine will, and one will be met by unimaginable grace and compassion. It's so easy, yet so few of us actually do it.
The only way to end the constant yearning of the mind of God is to end the cycle of reincarnation.
The only way one can end the cycle of reincarnation is to become enlightened. The fastest, most painless way one can reach enlightenment is through the discipline of spiritual practice.
One can become more conscious/ loving and aware as the result of enlightenment or one can become enlightened as the result of being more conscious/ loving and aware.
Grace eventually leads us all in the right direction. Humanity will succeed. We are not alone and we will not be allowed to fail.
Why do you think enlightened beings who are able to leave their bodies on demand are still with us? Why do you think beings who were conscious in the womb chose to reincarnate? Why would anyone who is capable of experiencing Nirvana choose not to?
Once one has seen beyond the veil of illusion, there is no greater joy than Oneness. These beings have made the ultimate sacrifice to be of service. These beings temporarily gave up Nirvana so that God may become self-realized.
Self-actualization is the most selfless, most Selfish thing one can do!
Divine Will is to be pure love and awareness. Free Will is to be anything, including that which is not pure love and awareness. Free Will is also known as the Law of Confusion. It is a Self-imposed test.
... and then there's Yoga.
We are literally making love with God with every breath. That's 20K times a day! Why not be more present with your Lover?
I try to practice Kriya yoga (conscious breath focused on the spine) ceaselessly as I go about my day. It is subtle, yet immensely powerful. The more you do it, the more you and your world transforms around you.
Kriya yoga is known as the 'Lightning Path' because it is the safest, fastest way to enlightenment. It will allow you to embody more of the Light that is the pure Love of God so that you may emanate it and transform everything in your awareness.
We have all eternity to do what we will, but please, for the love of God, love yourself and others, be of joyful service and find your discipline. There has never been a more auspicious time for self-actualization than now.
Thank you from all of Creation.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
January 1, 2007
Elementi NDE-a
Da li je u vreme vašeg iskustva postojala povezena opasnost po život?
Uncertain Accident Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening
I was in a car accident in which I was not physically injured but for the bruise from my seatbelt. My vehicle however was totaled and I have missing time. I have also had many OBEs before and since through astral projection and meditation.
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Both pleasant AND distressing
Da li ste se osećali odvojeno od svog tela?
Uncertain I saw and heard nothing but I knew everything because I was everything.
I lost awareness of my body
Kako se vaš najviši nivo svesti i budnosti tokom iskustva poredi sa vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom svešću i budnošću?
More consciousness and alertness than normal I was omniscient.
U kom trenutku tokom iskustva ste bili na najvišem nivou svesti i budnosti?
Instantly
Da li su vam misli bile ubrzane?
Incredibly fast
Da li se činilo da vreme ubrzava ili usporava?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There is only the eternal now moment.
Da li su vam čula bila življa nego obično?
Incredibly more vivid
Molimo vas da uporedite vaš vid tokom iskustva sa vašim svakodnevnim vidom koji ste imali neposredno pre vremena iskustva
I did not have eyes to see for I had no body, but I knew all because I was all.
Molimo vas da uporedite vaš sluh tokom iskustva sa vašim svakodnevnim sluhom koji ste imali neposredno pre vremena iskustva
I can now hear total silence. It actually has a sound!
Da li ste bili svesni stvari koje se dešavaju negde drugde, kao putem ESP-a?
No
Da li ste prošli kroz tunel?
No
Da li ste u svom iskustvu videli neka bića?
No
Da li ste naišli ili postali svesni bilo kojih pokojnih (ili živih) bića?
No
Da li ste videli ili se osećali okruženi sjajnom svetlošću?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Da li ste videli nebesku svetlost?
Yes Source Light
Da li vam se činilo da ste ušli u neki drugi, natprirodni svet?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Nothingness and then pure light.
Koje ste druge emocije osećali tokom iskustva?
Great sadness in the epic tragedy of infinite solitude and then everloving bliss in Oneness.
Da li ste imali osećaj mira ili prijatnosti?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Da li ste imali osećaj radosti?
Incredible joy
Da li ste osećali osećaj harmonije ili jedinstva sa univerzumom?
I felt united or one with the world
Da li vam se odjednom činilo da razumete sve?
Everything about the universe I was the universe.
Da li su vam se vratili prizori iz prošlosti?
No
Da li su vam dolazile scene iz budućnosti?
Scenes from the world's future I saw Heaven on Earth, but it will get worse before it gets better. It was beautiful, but only those who let go of resentment and victimization experience it. Unconditional love and forgiveness is Key. Be careful what you focus on. You will always find more of what you're looking for. All you need to know is in my testimony.
Da li ste došli do granice ili tačke sa koje nema povratka?
No
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koja je bila vaša religija pre vašeg iskustva?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Da li su se vaše verske prakse promenile od vašeg iskustva?
It strengthened my spiritual practice Yes
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Native American religion
Da li je vaše iskustvo uključivalo karakteristike u skladu sa vašim zemaljskim verovanjima?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience What I experienced is beyond belief.
Da li ste doživeli promenu u svojim vrednostima i verovanjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
Yes Read my testimony.
Da li vam se činilo da ste sreli mistično biće ili prisustvo, ili ste čuli neidentifkovan glas?
No
Da li ste videli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
No
Da li ste se susreli ili postali svesni bilo kog bića koje je prethodno živelo na Zemlji i koje se spominje po imenu u religijama (na primer: Isus, Muhammad, Budin, itd.)?
No
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o postojanju Boga?
No
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o univerzalnoj povezanosti ili jedinstvu?
Yes Read my testimony.
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o postojanju Boga?
Yes Read my testimony.
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste dobili posebno znanje ili informacije o vašoj svrsi?
Yes Read my testimony.
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o smislu života?
Yes Read my testimony.
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o životu posle smrti?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes Read my testimony.
Da li ste stekli informacije o tome kako da živimo naše živote?
Yes Read my testimony.
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o teškoćama, izazovima i nedaćama u životu?
Yes Read my testimony.
Tokom vašeg iskustva, da li ste stekli informacije o ljubavi?
Yes Read my testimony.
Koje su promene u životu nastale posle vašeg iskustva?
Large changes in my life
Da li su se vaši odnosi promenili posebno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
Yes Yes
Posle NDE-a
Da li je iskustvo bilo teško opisati rečima?
Yes Words are so limiting.
Koliko precizno se sećate iskustva u poređenju sa drugim životnim događajima koji su se desili u vreme vašeg iskustva?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. My memory of this experience is more real than any other memory.
Da li imate bilo kakve psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne sposobnosti nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali pre iskustva?
Yes I am more clairsentient, clairvoyant and claircognizant.
Postoje li jedan ili više delova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno značajni ili važni? Molimo objasnite.
The entirety
Da li ste ikada podelili ovo iskustvo sa drugima?
Yes My now ex husband divorced me 3 years after I tried sharing with him. Now I only share with those who are willing to listen.
Da li ste imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvima bliske smrti (NDE) pre vašeg iskustva?
No
Šta ste verovali o realnosti vašeg iskustva shortly (dana do nedelje) nakon što se desilo?
Experience was definitely real
Šta verujete o realnosti vašeg iskustva sada?
Experience was definitely real
Da li je u bilo kom trenutku u vašem životu nešto ikada reproduciralo bilo koji deo iskustva?
Uncertain Not at this time
Da li postoji još nešto što biste želeli da dodate o svom iskustvu?
Uncertain
Da li postoje neka druga pitanja koja bismo mogli postaviti da vam pomognemo da komunicirate svoje iskustvo?
Happier, richer, more authentic.