Mani O

NDE Greyson-skala: 3
#656

Upplevelsebeskrivning

On the night of February 3, 2002 I had a very strange dream (this story is not a dream as you will see later on).
I saw myself standing in an open, I guess the best words are, dead desert, there a was blackish grey sky and the ground was like hard dry cracked sand. In front of me were three hooded spirits with a well-like thing in front of them. It was long four to five feet in height with mercury type water in it. Though I never saw any faces or hands these spirits were asking me if I wanted to stay or go back. I honestly at this point can't explain it but I knew I wasn't dreaming it felt so real it was fearful. I said I wanted to go back. Then I was shown the well, with a terrible life ahead of me if I went back. I remember saying no, I want to go back, my kids need a father to grow up. The water froze and this incredible light appeared. It felt so bright it was overwhelming, though I couldn't see with my eyes; it felt as though I was seeing an image of Christ. He told me he would honor my request. I woke up feeling very strange yet alive and afraid even though I believed or wanted to believe it was just a dream.
Later that morning I went to work, had my calls as usual, nothing strange, didn't even think of my dream. Later that afternoon, I got a string call, nothing to with what I'm doing that day, very easy call (you would wish every day you had calls this easy), but it was out of the area I was working in. Even though I didn't want the call, I still did it as the company claimed they had nobody else. What I didn't know at the time is that the call was refused by another tech as it was too dangerous.
When I got there, it didn't seem like a big deal except for the fact that it was thirty feet in the air, but with a ladder it's not a big deal, I've done many calls like these. Oh well, I put my ladder up, made sure it was safe, then went up. I forgot something so I had to go back down. As I started to head down the ladder kicked out and I started to fall thirty feet with a hundred pound ladder.
As I was falling there was silence, no wind. It wasn't cold. There was the light there with me and I looked down and saw myself after I heard the crack of the ladder. I saw myself on the ground. I was thirty feet in the air with this powerful light. Instead of snow, I saw the light ahead of me with beautiful warmth. The light, that was with me, let me got the light. As I was in there, I felt a pause, where now I was with the light of Christ, and watched myself as though I was traveling back in time where I saw myself in bed, the void, and the accident. It was weird because it felt like I was at all places at the same time. As I saw everything, I felt the light telling me that he would honor my request to go back. I said I will go back, even though I feel like I wish, to stay I must go back.
As I descended back to my body something was said to me, all I remember is saying, 'I promise.' When I woke up there was a lady there and a whole bunch of people standing over me. 911 calls were placed stating that I had died. The first thing that I heard was the lady that was on top of me crying, then she became shocked that I woke up and said, 'You must have done good things for people and God let you live.' She then yelled to her husband who came over and said, 'You were dead, oh my God! You were dead, God let you live!' After that, police, ambulance, and firemen, all showed up and were shocked to see me alive with a bump on my head the size of a golf ball. I was rushed to hospital.

Bakgrundsinformation

Gender:
Male
Date NDE Occurred:
2/3/2002

NDE-element

Vid tiden för din upplevelse, fanns det en livshotande händelse?
Uncertain Accident Clinical death I fell thirty feet onto concrete with a hundred-plus pound ladder.
Hur bedömer du innehållet i din upplevelse?
Mixed
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Out of body experience
Kände du dig separerad från din kropp?
Yes I never gave much thought to this, but now I recall, in the void, I was in uniform (work clothes). In the end, I was one with the light.
Vid vilket tillfälle under upplevelsen var du på din högsta nivå av medvetenhet och vaksamhet?
None.
Verkade tiden gå snabbare eller långsammare?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I just can't explain it, but it feels like I'm older than what I think myself to be.
Skilde sig din hörsel på något sätt från det vanliga?
Harmonic tone or feeling when I was in the light. Otherwise silence.
Passerade du genom en tunnel?
Yes When I went into the light there was an opening. Once in, it was like I was one with the light, and everyone in it.
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Presence of deceased persons
Mötte du eller blev medveten om några avlidna (eller levande) varelser?
Yes See main narrative. Once in the light I could see and feel all life that was a part of the energy.
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Void
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Light
Såg du ett övernaturligt ljus?
Yes Incredible light appeared it felt so bright it was overwhelming though I couldn't see with my eyes it felt as though I was seeing an image of Christ. I flew into it. It was so amazing, overwhelming, it was like it was so hard to explain, it was as though I was one with the world, I knew everything, I felt everything, I was here and there it was as though I was one with the whole universe, it's just so beautiful words can't explain it.
Verkade du komma in i någon annan, övernaturlig värld?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm I could see the worlds of the lives that were one with the light.
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Strong emotional tone
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Special Knowledge
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Life review
Kom scener från ditt förflutna tillbaka till dig?
My past flashed before me, out of my control
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Vision of the future
Kom du till en gräns eller en punkt utan återvändo?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will Happy to go back for my children and wife but sad to leave.

Gud, Spiritualitet och Religion

Vad var din religion innan din upplevelse?
Moderate
Vad är din religion nu?
Moderate
Hade du en förändring i dina värderingar och tro på grund av din upplevelse?
Yes When I don't think about it, I can see a person and know things about him, like what kind of person he/she is, or what they are planning (I can't really explain this one).
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Presence of unearthly beings

Efter NDE

Var det svårt att uttrycka upplevelsen i ord?
Yes The feeling of peace joy love that was felt.
Har du några psykiska, ovanliga eller andra speciella gåvor efter din upplevelse som du inte hade före upplevelsen?
Yes I can feel things around me as though spirits want to communicate with me.
Finns det en eller flera delar av din upplevelse som är särskilt meningsfulla eller betydelsefulla för dig? Vänligen förklara.
All I can say is the worst feeling was having to leave.
Har du någonsin delat denna upplevelse med andra?
Yes Some people think I'm crazy. Others think they can answer what happen scientifically. Others cry and some just don't want to talk to you again.
Vid något tillfälle i ditt liv, har något någonsin återgett någon del av upplevelsen?
No
Är det något annat du skulle vilja lägga till om din upplevelse?
People that I meet usually like me more than before and for some reason trust me as though I have known them for years. I've even had people tell me, 'why did I just tell you all this?' Regarding their life. These being people I just meet and don't know at all and probably wouldn't give me the time of day.