Bonnie L
NDE
Exceptionell
Greyson-skala: 12
#2407
- LandUnited States
- KönF
- ÅlderToddler
- Upplevt datum1/1/1950
- Inskickat datum11/26/2005
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Såg ett ljusstarkt övernaturligt ljusUtvecklade psykiska förmågorFörstod allt om universumUVE, UturkroppsupplevelseKände sig ett med universumHar troligen upplevt klinisk dödOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyDen andliga världen är mer verklig än den fysiska verklighetenBekräftade OBE-observationer tillsammans med någon annanTiden är en illusion och existerar inte i den andliga världenÅtervände mot sin vilja
Upplevelsebeskrivning
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Bakgrundsinformation
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
NDE-element
Vid tiden för din upplevelse, fanns det en livshotande händelse?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Hur bedömer du innehållet i din upplevelse?
Wonderful
Kände du dig separerad från din kropp?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hur jämförde sig din högsta nivå av medvetenhet och vaksamhet under upplevelsen med din normala vardagliga medvetenhet och vaksamhet?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
Vid vilket tillfälle under upplevelsen var du på din högsta nivå av medvetenhet och vaksamhet?
All the time, all of them.
Var dina tankar påskyndade?
Neither
Verkade tiden gå snabbare eller långsammare?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Var dina sinnen mer livliga än vanligt?
Incredibly more so
Jämför din syn under upplevelsen med din vardagliga syn som du hade omedelbart före upplevelsen
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Jämför din hörsel under upplevelsen med din vardagliga hörsel som du hade omedelbart före upplevelsen
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Verkade du vara medveten om händelser på andra ställen?
Neither
Passerade du genom en tunnel?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Såg du några väsen i din upplevelse?
Neither
Mötte du eller blev medveten om några avlidna (eller levande) varelser?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Såg du, eller kände dig omgiven av, ett strålande ljus?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Såg du ett övernaturligt ljus?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Verkade du komma in i någon annan, övernaturlig värld?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Vilka andra känslor kände du under upplevelsen?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Kände du en känsla av frid eller trevlighet?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Kände du en känsla av glädje?
Incredible joy
Kände du en känsla av harmoni eller enhet med universum?
United, one with the world
Verkade du plötsligt förstå allting?
Everything about the universe
Kom scener från ditt förflutna tillbaka till dig?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Kom scener från framtiden till dig?
Neither
Kom du till en gräns eller en punkt utan återvändo?
Neither
Gud, Spiritualitet och Religion
Vad var din religion innan din upplevelse?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Har dina religösa handlingar förändrats sedan din upplevelse?
No
Vad är din religion nu?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Hade du en förändring i dina värderingar och tro på grund av din upplevelse?
No
Verkade du stöta på en mystisk varelse eller närvaro, eller höra en oidentifierbar röst?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Såg du avlidna eller religiösa andar?
Neither
Angående våra jordiska liv bortom religion
Under din upplevelse, fick du särskild kunskap eller information om ditt syfte?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Har dina relationer förändrats specifikt som ett resultat av din upplevelse?
No
Efter NDE
Var det svårt att uttrycka upplevelsen i ord?
No
Har du några psykiska, ovanliga eller andra speciella gåvor efter din upplevelse som du inte hade före upplevelsen?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Finns det en eller flera delar av din upplevelse som är särskilt meningsfulla eller betydelsefulla för dig? Vänligen förklara.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Har du någonsin delat denna upplevelse med andra?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Hade du någon kunskap om nära döden-upplevelse (NDU) före din upplevelse?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Vad trodde du om verkligheten av din upplevelse kort efter (dagar till veckor) det hände?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Vad tror du om verkligheten av din upplevelse nu?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Vid något tillfälle i ditt liv, har något någonsin återgett någon del av upplevelsen?
No
Finns det några andra frågor som vi kan ställa för att hjälpa dig att kommunicera din upplevelse?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?