Upplevelsebeskrivning
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Bakgrundsinformation
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
NDE-element
Vid tiden för din upplevelse, fanns det en livshotande händelse?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Hur bedömer du innehållet i din upplevelse?
Entirely pleasant
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Out of body experience
Kände du dig separerad från din kropp?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Hur jämförde sig din högsta nivå av medvetenhet och vaksamhet under upplevelsen med din normala vardagliga medvetenhet och vaksamhet?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
Vid vilket tillfälle under upplevelsen var du på din högsta nivå av medvetenhet och vaksamhet?
the entire time
Var dina tankar påskyndade?
No
Verkade tiden gå snabbare eller långsammare?
No
Var dina sinnen mer livliga än vanligt?
More vivid than usual
Jämför din syn under upplevelsen med din vardagliga syn som du hade omedelbart före upplevelsen
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Jämför din hörsel under upplevelsen med din vardagliga hörsel som du hade omedelbart före upplevelsen
No difference
Verkade du vara medveten om händelser på andra ställen?
No
Passerade du genom en tunnel?
No
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Presence of deceased persons
Såg du några väsen i din upplevelse?
No
Mötte du eller blev medveten om några avlidna (eller levande) varelser?
No
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Void
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Darkness
Såg du, eller kände dig omgiven av, ett strålande ljus?
No
Såg du ett övernaturligt ljus?
No
Verkade du komma in i någon annan, övernaturlig värld?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Strong emotional tone
Vilka andra känslor kände du under upplevelsen?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Kände du en känsla av frid eller trevlighet?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Kände du en känsla av glädje?
incredible joy
Kände du en känsla av harmoni eller enhet med universum?
I felt united or one with the world
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Special knowledge or purpose
Verkade du plötsligt förstå allting?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Kom scener från ditt förflutna tillbaka till dig?
No
Kom scener från framtiden till dig?
No
Kom du till en gräns eller en punkt utan återvändo?
No
Gud, Spiritualitet och Religion
Vilken betydelse gav du ditt religiösa/spirituella liv före din upplevelse
Not important to me
Vad var din religion innan din upplevelse?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Har dina religösa handlingar förändrats sedan din upplevelse?
No
Vilken betydelse ger du ditt religiösa/spirituella liv efter din upplevelse
Not important to me
Vad är din religion nu?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Innehöll din upplevelse funktioner som överensstämmer med dina jordiska tro?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Hade du en förändring i dina värderingar och tro på grund av din upplevelse?
No
Upplevelsen inkluderade
Presence of unearthly beings
Verkade du stöta på en mystisk varelse eller närvaro, eller höra en oidentifierbar röst?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Såg du avlidna eller religiösa andar?
No
Stötte du på eller blev medveten om några varelser som tidigare levt på jorden och som beskrivs vid namn i religioner (till exempel: Jesus, Muhammed, Buddha, etc?)
No
Under din upplevelse, fick du information om Guds existens?
No
Under din upplevelse, fick du information om universell koppling eller enhet?
No
Trodde du på Guds existens före din upplevelse?
God does not exist
Under din upplevelse, fick du information om Guds existens?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Tror du på Guds existens efter din upplevelse?
Unknown
Angående våra jordiska liv bortom religion
Under din upplevelse, fick du särskild kunskap eller information om ditt syfte?
No
Trode du att våra jordiska liv är meningsfulla och betydelsefulla före din upplevelse
Are not meaningful and significant
Under din upplevelse, fick du information om livets mening?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Trodde du på en efterlevnad före din upplevelse
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Tror du på en efterlevnad efter din upplevelse
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Fruktade du döden före din upplevelse
I slightly feared death
Fruktar du döden efter din upplevelse
I do not fear death
Var du rädd för att leva ditt liv före din upplevelse
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Var du rädd för att leva ditt liv efter din upplevelse
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Trode du att våra jordiska liv är meningsfulla och betydelsefulla före din upplevelse
Are not meaningful and significant
Trode du att våra jordiska liv är meningsfulla och betydelsefulla efter din upplevelse
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Fick du information om hur vi ska leva våra liv?
No
Under din upplevelse, fick du information om livets svårigheter, utmaningar och motgångar?
No
Var du medkännande före din upplevelse
Greatly compassionate toward others
Under din upplevelse, fick du information om kärlek?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Var du medkännande efter din upplevelse
Not compassionate toward others
Vilka livsförändringar inträffade i ditt liv efter din upplevelse?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Har dina relationer förändrats specifikt som ett resultat av din upplevelse?
No
Efter NDE
Var det svårt att uttrycka upplevelsen i ord?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Hur noggrant minns du upplevelsen i jämförelse med andra livshändelser som inträffade runt tiden för upplevelsen?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Har du några psykiska, ovanliga eller andra speciella gåvor efter din upplevelse som du inte hade före upplevelsen?
No
Finns det en eller flera delar av din upplevelse som är särskilt meningsfulla eller betydelsefulla för dig? Vänligen förklara.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Har du någonsin delat denna upplevelse med andra?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Hade du någon kunskap om nära döden-upplevelse (NDU) före din upplevelse?
No
Vad trodde du om verkligheten av din upplevelse kort efter (dagar till veckor) det hände?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Vad tror du om verkligheten av din upplevelse nu?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Vid något tillfälle i ditt liv, har något någonsin återgett någon del av upplevelsen?
No
Är det något annat du skulle vilja lägga till om din upplevelse?
No