คำบรรยายประสบการณ์
I was aware that I was coming round from the operation. I began to hear the voices of the surgeon and staff first, and heard them say, 'Breathe Paul! Breathe!' I heard them saying that they would apply air via a tube but I was completely unable and unwilling to even try to breathe. My body was a dead weight, which seemed to have nothing to do with 'me'. What happened next seemed to me to last about an hour, although it was only seconds.
I felt that my mind was about four feet to the right of my head. I knew that I was still in the operating theatre, but I was no longer part of it. Suddenly, I felt as if someone was pushing me gently from behind. 'It's your turn,' said a voice and I was very surprised, as I'd had the impression that I was at the end of a long, long line of people (who I couldn't see but only sensed). The feeling was just like being sent to the front of the queue at a supermarket check in, I remember - pleasant surprise.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
ข้อมูลเบื้องต้น
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
10/10/02
องค์ประกอบของ NDE
ในขณะที่คุณมีประสบการณ์นั้น มีเหตุการณ์ที่มีความเสี่ยงต่อชีวิตเกิดขึ้นหรือไม่?
Yes Surgery-related Life threatening event, but not clinical death My throat closed up and I couldn't breathe.
คุณคิดอย่างไรเกี่ยวกับเนื้อหาของประสบการณ์ของคุณ?
Mixed
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Out of body experience
คุณรู้สึกแยกตัวออกจากร่างกายหรือไม่?
Yes I was aware of my body lying there but didn't see it as I was looking elsewhere.
ในช่วงเวลาใดของประสบการณ์ที่คุณมีระดับความมีสติและความตื่นตัวสูงสุด?
Explained above.
เวลาดูเหมือนจะเร็วขึ้นหรือช้าลงหรือไม่?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Everything was different, but the same. The 'here' and 'now' are one place. The same with time. It's all the same. There's no linear time. No space as we know it.
การได้ยินของคุณแตกต่างจากปกติในทางใดหรือไม่?
The voices of the staff faded away, but there was no sound. I seemed to 'mind read' the words I heard and spoke.
คุณได้ผ่านเข้าไปในหรือผ่านอุโมงค์หรือไม่?
No
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Presence of deceased persons
คุณได้พบหรือรู้สึกตัวกับบุคคลที่เสียชีวิต (หรือตาย) หรือไม่?
Yes Someone was behind me, guiding me, but I never saw them. They were neither male or female, it was just 'someone'. I cannot describe the voice, as it was not audible. I 'mind read' their words.
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Darkness
คุณได้เห็นแสงที่เหนือธรรมชาติหรือไม่?
No The opposite. I saw a blackness, but it was welcoming and not frightening. The way you like the dark if you have a migraine.
คุณรู้สึกว่าคุณได้เข้าไปในโลกอีกใบหนึ่งที่ไม่ใช่โลกหรือไม่?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Described above.
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Strong emotional tone
คุณรู้สึกถึงอารมณ์อื่น ๆ อะไรอีกในระหว่างประสบการณ์?
Surprise then utter bliss. Complete indifference to what was happening to my body. Confusion and disappointment at coming back.
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Special Knowledge
คุณรู้สึกว่าคุณเข้าใจทุกอย่างขึ้นมาในทันทีหรือไม่?
Everything about the universe There's a time for everything. A role for everyone. A reason for everything. The purpose of life is not just our own happiness.
เหตุการณ์จากอดีตของคุณกลับมาหรือไม่?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I felt no power. Others had the power; I felt as if I was 'following orders' and was very happy to do so.
ฉากจากอนาคตมาหาคุณหรือไม่?
No
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Boundary
คุณได้ไปถึงขอบเขตหรือโครงสร้างทางกายภาพที่จำกัดหรือไม่?
Uncertain Big open doorway, comforting soothing blackness beyond. No fear. I was going towards it, but came back.
คุณมาถึงขอบเขตหรือจุดที่ไม่สามารถกลับไปได้หรือไม่?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I didn't want to return to my body, but was forced.
พระเจ้า, จิตวิญญาณ และศาสนา
ศาสนาของคุณก่อนที่จะมีประสบการณ์คืออะไร?
Liberal
ปัจจุบันศาสนาของคุณคืออะไร?
Liberal
คุณมีการเปลี่ยนแปลงในคุณค่าและความเชื่อของคุณหรือไม่เพราะประสบการณ์ของคุณ?
No
หลังจาก NDE
ประสบการณ์นั้นยากที่จะอธิบายเป็นคำพูดหรือไม่?
Yes The sudden change of feelings and the sense that time was dislocated. I was not dead but I was out of my body.
คุณมีความสามารถพิเศษทางจิต, พิเศษหรือนอกเหนือจากที่เคยมีมาก่อนหลังจากประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
No
มีส่วนหนึ่งหรือหลายส่วนของประสบการณ์ของคุณที่มีความหมายหรือสำคัญมากต่อคุณหรือไม่? กรุณาอธิบาย
Best - bliss of being out of the body. Worst - being dragged back.
คุณเคยเล่าประสบการณ์นี้ให้คนอื่นฟังหรือไม่?
Yes The doctors said it's just a symptom of the anesthesia. Some friends were obviously nervous about it, didn't like to talk about death etc.! My daughter was scared too. No one seems to feel like I do about it all.
ในช่วงเวลาหนึ่งของชีวิตคุณ มีอะไรที่เคยทำให้คุณประสบกับประสบการณ์นั้นซ้ำหรือไม่?
No Not since but BEFORE, when I was seven. During a tonsils operation, I could see the doctors and nurses working on my body as I hovered near the ceiling. I recalled that they wore green clothes (which they only wore in the theatre and which of course I'd never seen before).
มีคำถามอื่น ๆ ที่เราสามารถถามเพื่อช่วยให้คุณสื่อสารประสบการณ์ของคุณได้ไหม?
If the person had had any similar experiences BEFORE the one they're relating.