คำบรรยายประสบการณ์
My NDE first one was in 1965, diagnosed with terminal cervical cancer. I was in a coma for ten days, and I was out of body seeing how all the nurses and doctors were saying 'we have lost her now.'
I did not recognize the body, as I only weighed sixty-five pounds at the time, and it was ugly to me.
Next, I was wandering the hospital and the next thing I knew, I was in a long tunnel and all my relations who had passed before were standing, smiling as I passed them. I could only discern one motivation and that was to reach the awesome LIGHT at the end of the tunnel. Meantime I was shown all my life experiences, and I WAS the person whom I had hurt or helped so that I felt what they felt when I had erroneously acted against or helped them. A voice told me 'you have been judged in that being the other person I judged myself. Hard to explain, seems easiest for me to call it karma.
When I reached the LIGHT, it was so bright, like nothing on Earth, pure white LIGHT, and such a feeling of unconditional love and warmth. The LIGHT answered any questions I had ever had. It seems like I was there for a long time, just absorbing all the answers.
Next thing I knew a voice came from the LIGHT and told me it was not my time to stay there. I BEGGED as hard as I could, but I was slammed back into my body in reverse, and I cursed all the doctors and nurses. I did not speak of this to anyone as my family was/is fundamentalist Pentecostal.
I had a heart attack in 1993, and the situation was the same but for ONE big difference. I was married at this time and I was shown my husband crying for me not to die, thus I was offered a decision to stay or to return to him. I chose life this time.
In 2000, I lived alone and became very ill with what I know now was e-coli and was not taken to the hospital. I was so ill I was vomiting and could not stand. I screamed to the Universe to let me die or make me well.
I was taken out of body through the tunnel, but this time, I was able to visit other planes of existence. There were seven I was allowed to view, including one very strange plane where I could look inside a giant morass where souls were being tortured sexually, etc. in all types of vile forms. They 'thought' they were trapped when all they had to do was to look up and there was a path to the LIGHT. Not seeking seemed to be their doom. I screamed at them, but it seems they could not hear.
I was taken to special entities who looked like the usual grays, but they had many wrinkles on their faces. They called themselves the Counsel, and said they were part of a group called 'soul recyclers' helping souls to re-incarnate.
This was by far my most profound NDE, as I could see the silver cord that attached me to my body. This experience lasted for over twenty minutes as best I could remember. I was dead; this was NOT an OBE, as I know how those feel.
There is such a profound structure to the Universe that cannot be described. I look upon it as Edgar Cayce did the Akashic records, but in my view, it is a giant gigabyte mainframe that can do trillions of bytes per second. It is like a well-run machine that is totally fair and well ordered. The Universe is the opposite of Chaos.
There is much more I saw on the different planes, but some of it I will not speak of just yet.
I did not recognize the body, as I only weighed sixty-five pounds at the time, and it was ugly to me.
Next, I was wandering the hospital and the next thing I knew, I was in a long tunnel and all my relations who had passed before were standing, smiling as I passed them. I could only discern one motivation and that was to reach the awesome LIGHT at the end of the tunnel. Meantime I was shown all my life experiences, and I WAS the person whom I had hurt or helped so that I felt what they felt when I had erroneously acted against or helped them. A voice told me 'you have been judged in that being the other person I judged myself. Hard to explain, seems easiest for me to call it karma.
When I reached the LIGHT, it was so bright, like nothing on Earth, pure white LIGHT, and such a feeling of unconditional love and warmth. The LIGHT answered any questions I had ever had. It seems like I was there for a long time, just absorbing all the answers.
Next thing I knew a voice came from the LIGHT and told me it was not my time to stay there. I BEGGED as hard as I could, but I was slammed back into my body in reverse, and I cursed all the doctors and nurses. I did not speak of this to anyone as my family was/is fundamentalist Pentecostal.
I had a heart attack in 1993, and the situation was the same but for ONE big difference. I was married at this time and I was shown my husband crying for me not to die, thus I was offered a decision to stay or to return to him. I chose life this time.
In 2000, I lived alone and became very ill with what I know now was e-coli and was not taken to the hospital. I was so ill I was vomiting and could not stand. I screamed to the Universe to let me die or make me well.
I was taken out of body through the tunnel, but this time, I was able to visit other planes of existence. There were seven I was allowed to view, including one very strange plane where I could look inside a giant morass where souls were being tortured sexually, etc. in all types of vile forms. They 'thought' they were trapped when all they had to do was to look up and there was a path to the LIGHT. Not seeking seemed to be their doom. I screamed at them, but it seems they could not hear.
I was taken to special entities who looked like the usual grays, but they had many wrinkles on their faces. They called themselves the Counsel, and said they were part of a group called 'soul recyclers' helping souls to re-incarnate.
This was by far my most profound NDE, as I could see the silver cord that attached me to my body. This experience lasted for over twenty minutes as best I could remember. I was dead; this was NOT an OBE, as I know how those feel.
There is such a profound structure to the Universe that cannot be described. I look upon it as Edgar Cayce did the Akashic records, but in my view, it is a giant gigabyte mainframe that can do trillions of bytes per second. It is like a well-run machine that is totally fair and well ordered. The Universe is the opposite of Chaos.
There is much more I saw on the different planes, but some of it I will not speak of just yet.
ข้อมูลเบื้องต้น
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1965, 1993, 2000
องค์ประกอบของ NDE
ในขณะที่คุณมีประสบการณ์นั้น มีเหตุการณ์ที่มีความเสี่ยงต่อชีวิตเกิดขึ้นหรือไม่?
Yes Illness Surgery-relatedHeart attack Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
คุณคิดอย่างไรเกี่ยวกับเนื้อหาของประสบการณ์ของคุณ?
Wonderful
คุณรู้สึกแยกตัวออกจากร่างกายหรือไม่?
No
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
ระดับความมีสติและความตื่นตัวสูงสุดในระหว่างประสบการณ์ของคุณเปรียบเทียบกับระดับความมีสติและความตื่นตัวในชีวิตประจำวันของคุณอย่างไร?
More consciousness and alertness than normal I knew I was me, my personality survived, I just no longer needed a body.
ในช่วงเวลาใดของประสบการณ์ที่คุณมีระดับความมีสติและความตื่นตัวสูงสุด?
Near the LIGHT.
ความคิดของคุณเร็วขึ้นหรือไม่?
Incredibly fast
เวลาดูเหมือนจะเร็วขึ้นหรือช้าลงหรือไม่?
Everything seemed to be happening all at once
Time no longer existed.
ประสาทสัมผัสของคุณชัดเจนมากกว่าปกติหรือไม่?
Incredibly more so
โปรดเปรียบเทียบการมองเห็นของคุณในระหว่างประสบการณ์กับการมองเห็นในชีวิตประจำวันของคุณก่อนช่วงเวลาดังกล่าว
Indescribable amounts of colors that we do not have on Earth, also a type of vibration. I asked what it was, as it was a type of music. I was told these are the prayers, pleas, praise coming from Earth and other planets.
คุณรู้สึกไหมว่ามีสิ่งอื่นเกิดขึ้นที่ไหนสักแห่ง?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
คุณได้ผ่านเข้าไปในหรือผ่านอุโมงค์หรือไม่?
Yes
คุณเห็นสิ่งมีชีวิตใดๆ ในประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
Sensed their presence
คุณได้พบหรือรู้สึกตัวกับบุคคลที่เสียชีวิต (หรือตาย) หรือไม่?
Yes
คุณได้เห็นหรือตรู้สึกรอบข้างมีแสงสว่างมากหรือไม่?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
คุณได้เห็นแสงที่เหนือธรรมชาติหรือไม่?
Yes
คุณรู้สึกว่าคุณได้เข้าไปในโลกอีกใบหนึ่งที่ไม่ใช่โลกหรือไม่?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm see NDE
คุณรู้สึกถึงอารมณ์อื่น ๆ อะไรอีกในระหว่างประสบการณ์?
Total peace and that I was finally at HOME.
คุณมีความรู้สึกสุขสงบหรือความสุขใจหรือไม่?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
คุณมีความรู้สึกยินดีหรือไม่?
Incredible joy
คุณรู้สึกถึงความสมานฉันท์หรือความเป็นหนึ่งเดียวกับจักรวาลหรือไม่?
United, one with the world
คุณรู้สึกว่าคุณเข้าใจทุกอย่างขึ้นมาในทันทีหรือไม่?
Everything about the universe
เหตุการณ์จากอดีตของคุณกลับมาหรือไม่?
Past flashed before me, out of my control
ฉากจากอนาคตมาหาคุณหรือไม่?
From the world's future
Have not discussed.
คุณมาถึงขอบเขตหรือจุดที่ไม่สามารถกลับไปได้หรือไม่?
A barrier I was not permitted to cross; or 'sent back' to life involuntarily
พระเจ้า, จิตวิญญาณ และศาสนา
ศาสนาของคุณก่อนที่จะมีประสบการณ์คืออะไร?
Moderate None
การปฏิบัติทางศาสนาของคุณได้เปลี่ยนแปลงไปตั้งแต่ประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
Yes I KNOW reincarnation is real and Buddhism fits me best.
ปัจจุบันศาสนาของคุณคืออะไร?
Moderate Buddhist
คุณมีการเปลี่ยนแปลงในคุณค่าและความเชื่อของคุณหรือไม่เพราะประสบการณ์ของคุณ?
Yes I KNOW reincarnation is real and Buddhism fits me best.
คุณได้พบกับสิ่งศักดิ์สิทธิ์หรือตัวตน หรือได้ยินเสียงที่ไม่สามารถระบุตัวตนได้หรือไม่?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
คุณเห็นวิญญาณที่ล่วงลับหรือวิญญาณทางศาสนาหรือไม่?
Sensed their presence
เกี่ยวกับชีวิตบนโลกของเรา นอกเหนือจากศาสนา
ในระหว่างประสบการณ์ของคุณ คุณได้รับความรู้หรือข้อมูลพิเศษเกี่ยวกับจุดประสงค์ของคุณหรือไม่?
Yes All the answers I got from my queries.
ความสัมพันธ์ของคุณเปลี่ยนไปเนื่องจากประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
Yes My ex was disturbed by any mention of it, I have become a recluse. I am a 'tweener' stuck between Earth and the LIGHT.
หลังจาก NDE
ประสบการณ์นั้นยากที่จะอธิบายเป็นคำพูดหรือไม่?
Yes There are no words in any language to describe that 'feeling'.
คุณมีความสามารถพิเศษทางจิต, พิเศษหรือนอกเหนือจากที่เคยมีมาก่อนหลังจากประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
Yes Empathy and healing of others.
มีส่วนหนึ่งหรือหลายส่วนของประสบการณ์ของคุณที่มีความหมายหรือสำคัญมากต่อคุณหรือไม่? กรุณาอธิบาย
The simplicity of how the Universe is run.
คุณเคยเล่าประสบการณ์นี้ให้คนอื่นฟังหรือไม่?
Yes Only with others who have been there. One who has not gone looks at you as if you are possessed if you try to describe it to them.
คุณมีความรู้เกี่ยวกับประสบการณ์ใกล้ตาย (NDE) ก่อนหน้าประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
No
คุณเชื่อเกี่ยวกับความเป็นจริงของประสบการณ์ของคุณอย่างไรในระยะสั้น (วันถึงสัปดาห์) หลังจากที่มันเกิดขึ้น?
Experience was definitely real
คุณเชื่อเกี่ยวกับความเป็นจริงของประสบการณ์ของคุณในตอนนี้อย่างไร?
Experience was definitely real
ในช่วงเวลาหนึ่งของชีวิตคุณ มีอะไรที่เคยทำให้คุณประสบกับประสบการณ์นั้นซ้ำหรือไม่?
No