คำบรรยายประสบการณ์
I had just pulled into the University parking lot ready to go to class, when a man tapped on my car window. All I could see was a hand I opened my door to see what he wanted. He shoved a gun in my face and demanded money. I gave him all I had which was pocket change. He left but came back a few minutes later and demanded that I move to the passenger seat. My keys were still in the ignition of the car when he got in and started my car. He drove me to a bank ATM where I was instructed to withdraw money. After the bank, he made me slide down in the seat so no one could see me. He drove me to an alley in a housing area and demanded that I crawl into the back seat.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
ข้อมูลเบื้องต้น
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
October 18, 1989
องค์ประกอบของ NDE
ในขณะที่คุณมีประสบการณ์นั้น มีเหตุการณ์ที่มีความเสี่ยงต่อชีวิตเกิดขึ้นหรือไม่?
Yes Inner city combat? I was a victim of armed rape. Life threatening event, but not clinical death I was being held at gun point with the gun held to my head.I had a gun placed to my head and I heard the hammer cocked back ready to fire.
คุณคิดอย่างไรเกี่ยวกับเนื้อหาของประสบการณ์ของคุณ?
Mixed
คุณรู้สึกแยกตัวออกจากร่างกายหรือไม่?
No
ในช่วงเวลาใดของประสบการณ์ที่คุณมีระดับความมีสติและความตื่นตัวสูงสุด?
All my senses were "hyper alert"
เวลาดูเหมือนจะเร็วขึ้นหรือช้าลงหรือไม่?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I felt as if time did not exist and I could choose whether or not I wanted to return to "normal" functioning.
การได้ยินของคุณแตกต่างจากปกติในทางใดหรือไม่?
I heard a "voice" Please see explanation in detailed account reported earlier.
คุณได้ผ่านเข้าไปในหรือผ่านอุโมงค์หรือไม่?
No
คุณได้พบหรือรู้สึกตัวกับบุคคลที่เสียชีวิต (หรือตาย) หรือไม่?
Yes I felt a presence but don't know who or what it was. Never saw the presence only felt it.
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Light
คุณได้เห็นแสงที่เหนือธรรมชาติหรือไม่?
Yes I felt at one point removed from my body, almost like it was happening to someone else and I was there as another person. Not really and OBE.
คุณรู้สึกว่าคุณได้เข้าไปในโลกอีกใบหนึ่งที่ไม่ใช่โลกหรือไม่?
No
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Strong emotional tone
คุณรู้สึกถึงอารมณ์อื่น ๆ อะไรอีกในระหว่างประสบการณ์?
Extreme fright then extreme calmness.
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Special Knowledge
คุณรู้สึกว่าคุณเข้าใจทุกอย่างขึ้นมาในทันทีหรือไม่?
Everything about the universe Love is important. It is the most important lesson we can learn here. How to love each other unconditionally.
ประสบการณ์รวมถึง
Life review
เหตุการณ์จากอดีตของคุณกลับมาหรือไม่?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw things that were important to me and important that I learned from this life. I saw that love mattered and material things of this world are unimportant, but we’re here for each other.
ฉากจากอนาคตมาหาคุณหรือไม่?
Scenes from the world's future The only future event I was totally privy to was that I would be okay. And well I am here today alive and well.
คุณมาถึงขอบเขตหรือจุดที่ไม่สามารถกลับไปได้หรือไม่?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I had a feeling I had a purpose here that was unfulfilled and chose to return.
พระเจ้า, จิตวิญญาณ และศาสนา
ศาสนาของคุณก่อนที่จะมีประสบการณ์คืออะไร?
Conservative/fundamentalist
ปัจจุบันศาสนาของคุณคืออะไร?
Conservative/fundamentalist
คุณมีการเปลี่ยนแปลงในคุณค่าและความเชื่อของคุณหรือไม่เพราะประสบการณ์ของคุณ?
Yes I have become closer to God and hace no doubts about what lies beyond this world for us.
หลังจาก NDE
ประสบการณ์นั้นยากที่จะอธิบายเป็นคำพูดหรือไม่?
Yes I can explain the light and the warmth felt but words just don't seem adequate.
คุณมีความสามารถพิเศษทางจิต, พิเศษหรือนอกเหนือจากที่เคยมีมาก่อนหลังจากประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
Yes I can sense life energy. I have been able to see many people’s auras. I saw my brother’s aura during a healing "laying on of the hands". He had "bad energy" removed out of the top of his spine. I saw the bad energy removed and the new energy that replaced it. I can sense and see the evil energy in some people. It appears like a black or gray aura. It is like I can also see in their soul through their eyes.
มีส่วนหนึ่งหรือหลายส่วนของประสบการณ์ของคุณที่มีความหมายหรือสำคัญมากต่อคุณหรือไม่? กรุณาอธิบาย
The rape was the worst and the best part was the experience of feeling like I met God or some sort of angel.
คุณเคยเล่าประสบการณ์นี้ให้คนอื่นฟังหรือไม่?
Yes Some believed and others scoffed but it did not matter then and does not matter now. Some have been relieved and have drawn closer to God.
ในช่วงเวลาหนึ่งของชีวิตคุณ มีอะไรที่เคยทำให้คุณประสบกับประสบการณ์นั้นซ้ำหรือไม่?
No
มีอะไรที่คุณต้องการเพิ่มเติมเกี่ยวกับประสบการณ์ของคุณหรือไม่?
I had a "visitation" from a "being" approximately a month later in a dream which spoke to me in tongues. I was the interpreter and again the message was that I would be okay.